一段他和她的故事

2011-04-09T00:56:00.002+08:00

don't feel good.
not at all.
feel like crying out loud.

i don't wish things to turn out this way.
T.T

depressed to the max.
but what can i do?

tired of waiting.

2011-03-29T21:42:00.006+08:00

Sunday was my belated 22nd w/ humans!
went kite flying in the afternoon w/ baby & cyn first cos the rest arrived later.
but it started raining after awhile. spoiler though.
but we cont our activity when the sun comes out again!
baby had to go somewhr else so the rest of us proceeded to marina sq for dinner and bowling.
took lotsa awesome pics!

& we are so glad qq mummy survived the trauma.
=]

driving and dating w/ baby ytd.
had curry chicken, sushi and yong tau fu for lunch & watch [Wimpy kid] after wards.
explore ard holland village and finally settled for western cum stingray for dinner!
yummylicious!!
hehehehehe!

UOL revision finally started today.
1st half was kinda irrelevant so i got kind of distracted. no reception in the LT as well, double suck. played some games to ease my boredom. lol!

tml is another tiring day again. till 1030. sighhhhh!
shall sleep early tonight. *i hope!

& here's our personalized tumblers!
nice?
=]

2011-03-26T16:31:00.002+08:00

updated my fox to version 4.
damm nice themes and persona!

lots of discussions been going thru this morning.
kinda feel this world is small, yet so complicated.

alright shall go read up a lil b4 meeting the gfs.
♥

2011-03-23T17:41:00.002+08:00

tired. why must we have exams?
i know it's a test to show how much we understand and whether could we apply it correctly in situations.
oh wells, cant stand some people that are born smart, yet lazy.
or some born smart, damm hardworking.
cos i'm neither of them!!!

just grant me some terabytes of memory, i will be blissfully glad.
understand what im studying but i just cant seem to memorize it!
some1 help pls?

i'm just in a grumbling mode that's all.
back to studies.

on a random note, i cant wait for the weekends.
this shld motivate me to study further.
rest of the day + tml. & afterwards 3 days of fun!
lol!!
=]

2011-03-23T02:27:00.003+08:00

spent the previous night playing monopoly deal w/ the gfs and finally got them hooked so badly & we are going to play on sat again. ahhahah!
it's the in-thing bout monopoly deal now. ahha!
reach home, i asked my bro to play with me.
& seriously, he's good. tat idiot!

& today!
wonderful day out w/ the boyfriend!
of course the day is planned by the super planner me!
+ a lil bit of him! hahahah!
din really go as planned though but it's still a wonderful day!

at least we've found another entertainment for ourselves at night(if we have the car) other den movies!
=]

finding out food in sg and exploring places instead.
realise ther's really alot of good food which i haven tried in SG.
like the "zi bao ji". i finally got what sq and cyn said over at bliss the other time.
& being a noob, i've finally tried it!
so yummyliciouss!!

all thks to dearie for bringing me to explore good food!
heheheheh!
gonna become fatty sooonnn!
=/

wanted to bring baby to the delicious western food place that me and besties had b4 near city plaza. but we couldnt find the place anymore!!
gonna ask jamie bout it soon!
else he's gonna complain i nv contribute at all. grrr!

. . . .

a random picture i've done while waiting for the boyfriend to be home. hahah!
okay shall sleep alr!
♥

2011-03-16T22:01:00.002+08:00

& so, i have a wonderful day planned by baby for my 22nd.
reminiscing my 21st, it's alr been a yr gone by.

baby took me to dempsey au petite salut for french cuisine!
awesome food, service and ambience as said by the reviews.
pics are all on fb.

went for movie [big mommas like father like son] and back home to change for 2nd outfit for the day for cycling @ east coast and dinner at sunset bay!
and i have a slice of birthday cake too! heheh!
thks you baby so much for the wonderful day!
❤

just got back home from my mini dinner celebration by besties!
had salted egg crab!
though me and mavis are both sick. haahah!
bu zhi si huo. lol!
& thks you so much for the bag!
nxt up would be jamie 22nd le! ahaha!

flu bug pls go away.
cannot afford to be sick now.
& upon weighing the pros and cons and all the advices, i tink i've come to a decision alr.

2011-03-04T12:39:00.002+08:00

loving the color effects of wendy's camera.
perhaps the nxt target on my wishlist would be a mini slr camera like the ones wendy and xh has.
looking thru the lumix website. identified some that looks like it.

DMC - LX5C-K

DMC - LX3-K

gonna check it out soon!

2011-03-03T21:18:00.002+08:00

been awhile since i blogged. feeling damm lazy.
celebrated qh bday last week!
& i totally love the color effects on wendy's camera.
more photos on fb. ahah!

& tml celebrating sq bday!
nxt nxt week it will be mine!
^^

okay, been juggling btw studies, dates and driving these few days. and i tink for the nxt 2 mths.
it's exactly 2mths & 2 days to the 1st damm paper which i freakingly failed last yr.
zzz.
i hope i don fail any mod this yr again.
thoughts of dropping keep lingering somewhr in my mind esp during exam period.
had a talk w/ mummy again.(exactly like last yr)
she din object to my idea. but i know she still wans me to finish my education.
& i hope i can do it. at least. progress to yr 3? haha!

studied w/ sq at mac today. not v productive though cos of the surrounding noise & cos we were feeling lazy too.
and we cant study at home cos of distractions. grrr!
& i totally cant concentrate and got all my stats qns wrong & in the end after 2hrs of "studying" at mac, we went separate ways.
reach home, rested awhile. & started on my stats again. & i got it all correct.
zzz.
i hope the exam hall fortune aura would be like my hse too. ahhahah!

. . . .

- Every day when i open my eyes, the first thought that came to my mind is "god, i have to study!" just makes my day feel so nauseous. -

i need some motivation.

2011-02-23T21:11:00.002+08:00

did i mention i was well already? hahahh! baby took me out for jap RIGHT after i was well.
awesome-ness! all the good food im enjoying! shiokness!!
just had ice cream & tml western chow for lunch. and fri chomps w/ the girlfs!
yayy! nom nom nom all the good food i was deprive of when im sick!
heheheheheh! life's wonderful~ lalalalal!

& on my playlist there's still Toyfriend -David Guetta feat Afrojack and Wynter Gordon stucked to my head.
recommended by bro. ahaha

speaking bout my bro, today we were talking w/ mummy bout our future car.
gosh, car prices are so steep.
he wants a civic costing ard 100k 2nd hand?
super tmd ex.
y car prices so ex huhh! seriously.
now we need to do more research alr.
cant wait to get my license.
& of course a car. . . *roll eyes* imagine me driving my daddy van. hahahaha! so funny!
den i can go out till late night without worries of transportation issues.

okay, shall go read a book. hahahah!

2011-02-19T15:39:00.002+08:00

im missing out on alot of good food and times spend with frens and baby!
all those times when i was sick, my parents were the ones who took care of me 24/7 esp mummy.
waking up in the middle of the night to ensure that i take my fever med.
cooking me porridge and steaming my bread for me. huge loss of appetite when i was sick during this period.
food to me was nauseous. feel like vomiting every single thing which i ate.
daddy was the chauffeur sending me to clinics every now and den.
and baby bought down jkt for me specially to SGH cos i had to take a blood test.

this was the most torturous sickness of my whole 22yrs of life. and from now on, im really gonna be more open to food. healthy way of living i guess? more fruits and vegs and less heaty food. really scared already esp when my body is so weak.
i need a body as strong as baby's one! lolsss.
hate to get sick now and den.
not tat i like missing classes but i rather attend class den lying in bed groaning and moaning all day.

okay, my body tells me i'll be well tml. so yayyyyy! clappss*!!

2011-02-16T21:34:00.002+08:00

feeling terrible.
it's the worst illness i ever had i tink?
high fever of 40.4, stomach feeling super bloated, the feel to vomit(im nt pregnant okay!), back pain.
been to the doc 2 times for 3 days.

super scared that there's really sth wrong with my body.
going for urine test tml or mayb even blood test.
sobb.
=[

miss lessons for this whole week already.
god, pls let me recover by tml.
i promise i wont be so picky towards food anymore. (i still hate cong!)
this feeling suckss.

2011-02-11T16:14:00.002+08:00

depress mode on.
hate the word: i don't know. not confirm.
it just makes the planner feel v frustrated.
seriously.

i should just heck and be the follower right?
so tired of planning stuff when all the answers are all so uncertain.
sigh.

on a happier note: Valentine's day coming.
hope there's some surprise lined up.

2011-01-31T19:19:00.002+08:00

it's been raining for the past 2+ weeks already. sat rain is totally zz cause it made me and cynthia drenched! and the stupid cabs refuse to take us. so in the end we just walk in the rain to take the train after waiting for 1hr for cab. zzz

& ytd just rain throughout the whole day!
had steamboat w/ baby and his frens ytd.
& watching [Gamer] while eating too. kind of a distraction too! ahah!

wearing jkt now though im at home. it's just simply toooo cold!! seriously!!
hope CNY wont be raining at all.
din had my 1st driving today cos instructor cancel it. might be cos of the weather though, in case im in any danger of driving out in the rain on my 1st lesson!

waiting for cynthia now! & my "yan su ji"! yay!! cant wait! so hungryyy!
& randomly uploading a pic taken on wendy birthday w/ the new Diana F+ tat we got for her on her bday!
niceeee!
=]]

2011-01-29T00:17:00.004+08:00

Hate myself for being such a weakling at times.
how i wish there's a time machine. . .

& IF only really exist.
self denial.

2011-01-28T21:37:00.007+08:00

good news: after seeing the doc ytd the swell is getting better! but sad thing is there will be a slight scaring.
im gonna be disfigured!
=[

& thanks baby for accompanying to get my pdl after tat too.
i've got 6 mths to get my license then!
& monday is the starting of the 1st lesson.
wOohoOo!
swift sports hereeee i comeeeee!
though i still prefer a mini cooper. ahahhah!

went for rebond again & my hair is ultimate straight now!
w/ the strong rebonding smell too. lol!
hope the fringe goes longer within 5 days cos the hairdresser cut it soooo short!!
T.T

cynthia intro me a new taiwan drama [Love Buffet].
niceeee hehe!

was feeling ultimate sad ytd cos of somethings.
& thought alot on the way back.
simply love the quotes on the @Thelovestories!
so meaningful and so trueee too.

Girls always like to think back on the days during courting period while guys, mmm, current?
i don't know how true this may seem to be. (speaking from a girl perspective! well since im a girl!)

before a guy got a girl:
try all ways and means to please the girl.
sms, msn, email, phone, sing song, write love letter, meet & go out alot, please the girl in which ever way she want though she's being super unreasonable and demanding, super caring & sweet blahh blahhh~
girl maybe play hard to get, refuse to be with the guy, play with them or take advantage, but guys still persist in woo-ing until finally the girl touched, den be with the guy.

got the girl already(1-3mth):
honeymoon period. (if brk within 3mths, den too bad la)
still might pamper the girl but not as much.
will give in to her demanding and unreasonable ways, but not as much too.
meet out mayb 3-4 times per week instead of everyday unlike b4 tgt.
sms, msn, calls cut down alot or slow replies. (do they still use email to communicate? mmm~)
& oh love letter! *joke! ahahah! mayb after brkup den want woo back the girl la. lol! *hint hint sis.*
guy still quite caring and sweet.
plan surprises and everything.
girl love guy yet girl still don really dare to commit into rship cause of failed rships in the past.

together(4mth-1yr):
seldom call, msn, msg also cut down alot.
don really go out. like 2-3 times a week or starting to show signs of running out of topics or even where to go.
girl started to really fall too deep with the guy, give up certain things just to please the guy.
guy started changing back to old self like not being patient with the girl, throwing tantrums and stuff? cos got the girl he wanted alr, so no need so serious?
girl everyday wait for guy msg or guy to contact her. (& WAITING TOTALLY SUCKS!)
starting to lose control of her normal self and changing herself to please the bf liking.
guy started to lose patience with girl.
seldom plan surprises alr.

together(1st yr-2nd yr):
waiting seems to be the routine for the girl.
for the guy to finish class, work or wadever he's busy with.
guy free den reply msg, not free whole day can don talk.
meet out 1-2 times a week.
girl feel neglected cos mayb not many frens(esp guy ones) after being with guy yet guy spends his time on personal stuff.
guy lost patience with girl and often get frustrated.
might show signs of hiding things from girl.
maybe don even respect girl already.
don even plan surprises anymore!

together(2nd yr onwards):
girl don feel love from guy anymore.
feel that rship is just a habit cos they are too used to having each other in their lives. (or there might still be a lil love?)
lack of attn from guy might cause girl to do silly stuff.
guy might be feeling tired from this rship, 1 leg step many boats too.
girl find out. break. or guy initiate break cause found another new target.

the end.

. . . . .

how's my analysis?
above is purely fiction and apologies for any coincidence.
i guess that's always how a rship might be, at least from b4 getting to know the girl to 4th mth-1yr.
mine rship is just 1yr old & i certainly hope i wont be facing so many problems in future.
Communication, Trust and Compromisation are the key factors to a successful relationship.
that's what i always believe in. it's not that hard to share!!!
got quarrel, misunderstandings, talk it out.
at least (A) knows what's making (B) unhappy so (A) can avoid making the same mistake again.
It's tat easy! just depends on whether (A) wants to change for (B) anot.

Single friends always say: so sweet to be in a rship, at least got pple to care for u and love you. i don even have! and dono when will mr right come? haizzz
Attached ones would say: i rather be single ah! nv quarrel jiu happy lor, quarrel jiu feel like just wanna be single again. at least can be urself, no need anybody to control you.

super contracting huh?
LOVE is just a complicated thing.
ahhaha!

& 2 quotes from @Thelovestories is so true!
Never get too attached to anyone because attachments leads to expectations & expectations leads to disappointments.
& another
Women change for one of two reasons: 1. they have learned a lot. OR 2. they have been hurt too many times.

hahah! have fun reading people!
sorry for the super wordy post!
nothing to do too free already.

miss the once awhile hanging out nights w/ the e5 peeps!
the once strong frenship seems so fragile now.

& thinking now im already an adult.
i shld have enjoyed my life while i can huh instead of worrying this and that now.
hahhahaha!

Don't worry be happy!
(since 2012 is coming soon!!!)

=) =] =D =P =X =O ^^ :o :x :p :d :] :)

2011-01-25T14:19:00.003+08:00

okay passed both my btt and ftt on 1st try(definitely lucky!). hope tp would pass on the 1st attempt too.(i need more luck!)
but still super unsure to take auto or manual.
before taking any theory tests, my mind was set upon taking manual cos both types of cars can be driven with manual license.
but now thinking of more practical reasons, auto seems to be lingering somewhr on my mind too.
really cant make up my mind!
so i shall just list down the pros and cons.

Pros of taking Auto:
- faster to get license (at least that's wad i tink!)
- cheaper (total overall cost though per lesson is more ex den manual)
- mkt wise, mostly auto cars

Cons of taking Auto:
- cannot drive manual cars.

Pros of taking Manual:
- can drive both manual and auto cars
- considered to be a skill even though u own auto cars in future

Cons of taking Manual:
- low chance of me driving a car (cos baby & my bro would be driving instead!)
- more ex.
- longer time to learn. (means need to renew pdl!)

& apart from all those reasons, the license card will have class 3a and 3 license!
more zai!
wah laooo super headache.

HOW?!?!?
i really cant make up my mind.
automanualautomanualautomanual.
zzz.

and the HUGE pimple on the forehead is not making me feel any better.

2011-01-22T00:17:00.002+08:00

hot weather pls come soon.
at least hotter by abit?
i dread waking up every morning to having flu nor waking up in the middle of the night to blow my nose.
it's so irritating!!

okay, sleep soon.
rs tml.
hope not alot customers since it's gonna be at sucha weird place.
nights people!

2011-01-21T12:42:00.003+08:00

It's been quite sometime since i blogged.
last week was all about school. having 9hrs a day is totally torturous.
practically nothing could be absorbed after 6hrs though.
okay, and im glad it's over!
embracing the last week of school b4 CNY comes!

work this weekend & ftt on monday!
& i din study.
gosh.
gonna do some last min revision later though im pretty sure im gonna fail this one.
hahha!

Happy 19th to my lil brother today!
& oh on a random note, stickys are nice!
=]

okay gonna take a nap b4 revising.
& gonna meet the ladies at night!

2011-01-09T18:00:00.001+08:00

weekends are supposed to be fun and nice right?
but why does mine suck so much?
=/
upset ttm.

2011-01-09T15:48:00.002+08:00

so bored at home. i know i can watch videos or even study.
but watching videos all day is kind of a boring.
studying is. =.=
sigh.

i need to find some activities to do during my weekends since i'm mostly rotting at home.
& thinking of just simply staying at home sucks ttm since i already have an occupied week studying.
i need some motivation over the weekends.
any1?

& oh CNY soon.
time for some pampering time.
=]
hate my time table nxt week.
sighh.

2011-01-02T19:16:00.014+08:00

Goodbye 2010!
&
HELLO to 2011!

it's been a pretty awesome year w/ life revolving around baby, family, studies, friends and work!
okay, let's recall some important events in 2010.

01.01.10 - knowing the man of my life & being together w/ him is the happiest thing that could happen to me!
though we often quarrel bout v lame stuff and things i always hated him to say, but i know he tried hard not to mention! & also for giving in to me. for that, i thank you my dear.
❤

14.03.10 - my one & only 21st birthday party! it was a blast & i really thank my family, baby & dearest friends for your presence & presents too!
=]

period from march to june - as much as you can guess, MUGGING FOR EXAMS!
was a totally stressful period as a 1st year cos i totally had no exams in poly! the last mugging session for me was 'O' levels. so as much as i predicted, i had shitty results.
& i told myself it's a no-no this year. hopefully, i can pull this thru. ahahha!

July - trip to Japan! (Tokoyo & Hokaiddo)
had so much fun there but too bad, no time for burberry!
am glad to be back though cause i miss my dearest boyfriend so much!
& the sweetest thing was the everynight calls from him! loves!

Sept - a short gateaway to Genting! Just US & watching crocs in the hotel room, gambling, themepark, spray-on tattoos and most importantly, the quality time we spent together was just pure blissfulness! lovee you dearieee!

Oct - baby's 23rd! & it's the 1st time i spend his bday tgt w/ him & his family. & of course baby's sis played a huge part in making the surprise a success!
& im glad baby enjoyed his special day!

Dec - Super impromptu batam trip w/ baby & his friends!
& also the 1 day JB trip as well!
was a fantastic one & hoping for more short gateaways from boring SG! hahah!

& for all the important people that has been a part of my life, you know who you are.
THANK YOU for being there!!

=]] heheheh!

HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY YOUR 2010 & LET'S WELCOME 2011 TOGETHER!
& for those that didn't enjoy, 2011 will be a better year!
esp for hengpeiting, cynthiachan & mavisho!
haahhaha!

okay! last day of 2009 was quadruplet couple dates!
had mushroom pot for lunch & some l4d2 @scape after that!

afterwhich, me and baby were off for some shopping!
satisfied our cravings for XIAO LONG BAOOOSSS @Ding Tai Feng & movie afterwards!

& finally rushing off for fireworks. we couldnt catch it last yr nor national day fireworks but yes, i saw the welcoming of 2011 fireworks on the bridge of marina!
=]
apparently, the traffic jam was major & truckloads of cars and people were at marina wanting to catch the fireworks too!
baby got very pissed w/ all the cars and too follow suit to PARK at the BRIDGE at marina bay to watch the fireworks. the cars occupy 2 out of 4 lanes.
super cool! parking at the flyover just to watch fireworks.

& oh yea, we got each other rings as our 1st year anniversary gift!
wanted to get polo shirts but due to high expectations and low budget, we couldnt!
but im happy w/ the rings tooo! heh! sooo niceee!

& that's how we spend our 1st year together! stucked in the traffic jam for 1hr+ as well.
kinda "romantic" huh!

next day! [01.01.11]
our 1year anniversary & my couz wedding day tooo!!
missed out on the morning tea ceremony cos i couldnt wake!!
but night's dinner @fullerton hotel was not to be missed, of course! haahha!
Grats to my cousin!
Have a happy marriage & moree nieces and nephews on the wayyyy too! yayyy!
& my partner for the night - Mr Samuel Lin!
hahahh!
we love this pic ttm! so niceeee!
❤
& also the KOH family picturee as well! hehe!
all the other pics are available hereee!
the solemnization!
"Yes, I will!"
& that's bout it all, my last day of 2010 & 1st day of 2011!
totally enjoyed myself ttm!
& i hope it will be a good 2011 cause i had sucha great kick start already!

. . . .

Happy 1year Anniversary baby!

Still remember how we spend last year new yr together? & how i agreed to be your gf? heh!
& i've never regretted this decision ever since.

Of all the times we went through together, ups and downs. I'm glad that I've you with me & we always manage to sort things out one way or another, understanding & compromising each other.

Just wanna tell you how much you mean to me & I love you! alwaysss! xoxo!! =]]
You're the best thing that's ever been mine.
& hope i am too! hahaha!

Looking forward to more gateaways & happy times!
❤

2010-12-29T12:20:00.006+08:00

had a nice JB trip w/ baby & his friends on mon!
was a long long roadtrip since 3 cars hit the roads!
made 2 detours cause the leader was unsure of the way & we spend almost half the day in the car!

shopping & lunch @JUSTGO and dinner afterwards at this place RESTORAN TODAK!
crab was okokk nia, i prefer the one at buangkok! salted egg and chili w/ lotsa sauce!!
the one over there was rather dry.

& here's a grp pic b4 we all depart for SG!
major traffic jams to and fro too!! grrr*!

leaving for yw meeting soon!
cya ppl!
=]

2010-12-26T23:10:00.002+08:00

It's been a wonderful christmas!
& i've been doing my fair bit of shopping too!
heh!

missed out ben's 21st on xmas eve!
but hope u still have a fun one despite me around, of course!
hahahha! grow up la k! stop being so irritating & provoking ppl!
& welcome to the 21 club!
speaking of which, it's another 3 mths to my 22nd.
old alr. but young at heart still! muahahhahah!

off the jb tml!!
woohoooooo!
=]

. . . .

it's the 2nd time spending christmas w/ baby!
& i enjoy the times as always!
Love you dearriee!
❤

2010-12-23T23:43:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas Eve EVERYONE!

& so, xmas mood is here!
am glad that i've completed 2/4 assignments!
but not doing sociology! so left w/ HRM! okay, dread writing essayssss!

met up w/ my dearest besties jamie and mavis for gift exchange today!
had my 1st present from them!
=]
& i've got a whole collection of rilakkuma stuff from mavis and stationary from jamie!
happyy! heh!
i love receiving presentsss!
haha!
& oh ya, went for a lil shopping at the atrium there!
$ flying off again!
but got mummy a clutch for couz wedding & a whitee bag for me which i've been eyeing for v long alr!
wahhahahahh! okay, im treating this bag as a xmas gift to myself!
=]

& here's a pic of my dearest besties!
❤
It's the end of 2010 soon & start of 2011!
May 2011 be a good year for my dearest friends out there!
& have an enjoyable christmas this yr!

last yr this day(christmas eve), i was out w/ this guy that change my life from then on.
& since then, it's been 358 days since we've been tgt!
I love you, baby!

7 more days to our 1yr anniversary & i'm so looking forward to spending this special day at my couz wedding!
double happiness!
hope no1 will ask when izzit my turn to get married. cos tat's wad cynthia told me so as to get me prepared. hahahh!
it's funny how things goes when ur 21. ppl start asking these qns. ahhah! don even have a proper job how to get married huh? lol

& i wonder how baby is gonna plan our 1yr anni? hahah!
❤

2010-12-19T13:08:00.009+08:00

back from batam! was a totally awesome triple couple trip!
fotos will be up @fb once the compiler did up the fotos! hahah!
nearly couldnt make it in time to pass thru the boarding gates cos the person responsible for the tixs overslept! but luckily, managed to catch it!
=]

done exploration for the 1st day at batam to plan for our 3d2n activities!
had a totally fun-filled 3 days covering like almost everything ther!
check-in @ harris, spend a great deal of time waiting and chatting w/ the girlies while the guys did all the necessary stuff!
explored the gym, kbox, bowling alley, go-karting, shopping @ nagoya & pizza feast in the night on the 1st day! totally exhausted!

2nd day was spa, watersports, slackingg, dinner @ delima (crab feast!) and finally movie session in the night!
& here, introducing the accompaniments for the trip,
Calla & Qinglong!
Amos & Eunice
& lastly, me and the dearest boyfriend!

we were "tok cai tou" by the go-kart and the kbox!
but water sports made up for it!
had parasailing, jetski, banana boat & kayaking!
totally cool!! esp para sailing!
hahah!

had pizza feast later in the night! accompanied by live music too!
Calla & me!
& check-out day, this harris mascot was parading around, so baby took the chance to take a photo of him.
so naughty!
pulling the dino tail, and the dino was so cooperative!ahhah!

. . . . .

it's been a great time spent at batam and the 2nd short gateaway being w/ baby too!
hoping there will be more to come in the future!
=]

2010-12-15T23:12:00.002+08:00

another 7+ hrs!
=]

been traveling quite alot (as compared to previous yr) this yr! but i miss out on my thai trip in march all cos of the red shirt thingy.
2nd time overseas w/ baby! woOhoo!
^^

okay, gonna do a last min check & bedtime soon!
miss me peopleeee!
esp cyn, mavis and peitinggggg(urs a couple days more too!)
ahahah!

2010-12-11T01:26:00.003+08:00

s**** lecturer suckss ttm.
total waste of my time just to travel 3hrs in total to sch to attend his lesson which i believe he doesnt even know wad's he teaching!
gosh!
why did i even fail tat module?! all thanks to me underestimating that subject.
dammit.
okays, im gonna crash clara class alr. by hook or by crook, im just gonna do it.
wednesday is gonna be a total shag day for me. grrr*!!
met clara just now & we had a nice chat. ahah!
hey girl, libra and pisces can communicate well too yea!HAHA!

craving for koi now.
chocolate milk tea w/ jelly.
=/
im hungry again!
hahahhahh!

oh, a nice video to recommend.

Taylor Swift - Mine

okays, waiting for the bf to be back from bath & head to bed soon!
=]

2010-12-07T23:57:00.003+08:00

okay, bf studying & im feeling quite bored actually.
so here i am!

was damm pissed w/ the sch ytd, but anyway nth can be solved so shan't talk bout it.
sighhh, but still im feeling abit upset over that matter. =/

sth to look forward to in my 2 weeks brk.
short trip to batam w/ baby and his frens!
=]

oh yea, & we went to nexx ytd again. this time round w/ a lil exploration involved. ahhah!
had wendys for dinner. and they mess up my order. din satisfy my mushroom craving but the cheese and chili baked potato made up for it! after which had bubble tea and icecreammm!
yummyyy!
gonna be fat w/ all the good food that im expose to when im with baby! muahhh~
but I LOVE IT! ahhah!

& i've got this huge pimple growing on my face which is making me feel quite moody!!
pimples, pls go away.
girls always has this big fuss over pimples and i think guys always don understand.
HAHAH!

okays, baby online!
=]

2010-12-03T00:08:00.004+08:00

Something that bestie shared w/ me.
twinge of sadness just came over me & tears dropped down unknowingly.

不是每句對不起、都能換來一句沒關係

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。

晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。

”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。

——純純的“對不起” 。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。

男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。

可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。

他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。 ”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

—— “對不起”的快樂。

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。

女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”

这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。

后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。

那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？ ” 于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

—— “對不起”也是一種承諾。

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。

慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。

以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

—— “對不起”，謊言的開始。

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多速食面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。

从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。

”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

—— “對不起”，只是個敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。

那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。

女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。

终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。

那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……

许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。

可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。

”可女孩，始终没有听见。

—— 這樣的“對不起”太傷人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。

男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。

这一等就是半年多。快递为男孩送来一个盒子。

男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。

我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。

我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。

离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。

对不起，我想我是真的累了。 ”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。

女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

—— 原來“對不起”也可以是種結束。

每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。

请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……把这个故事传下去，让你的朋友们知道，不要随意地说出对不起......

多陪陪该珍惜的。

生命诚可贵，有情价更高。

. . . .

感触:
人往往都等到失去了才懂得珍惜，难道不晓得那都已经太迟了吗？
等待，
那是件多么折磨人的事情。
时间不会一直跟随着你，人也往往会感到累，厌倦。
所付出的都不会要求回报，但如果对方能表达那一点的感激，那已经心满意足了。

多了解对方与对方，多沟通就能减少无谓的吵架。
吵得累了。厌倦了。琐碎的纠纷真的好想让它随风而去，永远都不想提起。
难道得到你的谅解是那么的困难吗？

- 好好的珍惜那一个在你生命中最重要的人。

2010-12-02T22:27:00.006+08:00

managed to woke up for HRM today which is kinda amazing cos i slept only 4hrs.
was so god damm sleepy during hrm tat i really NEARLY wanted to skip ICT. but i din!
tea always work for me so yea, i persevered!

studied from 830-630 w/ in btw brks la.
couldnt help but i wanna self praise myself for being so hardworking.
ONCE IN A PINK MOON!
=]
finished my ICT assignment and handed up.
*wave of relief*
went w/ baby to Nexx for our monthsary!
baby was late. so punishment for him was to look for me cos i refused to tel him whr i was.
always lateeee one leh.
but he's quite smart to be able to spot me cos the mall was so damm big!
telepathy ahh. not bad not bad. tskkk!*
actually i was being rather tired of walking. so juz stop at 1 place and decided to stone. lol.
had sushi tei! yay-ness w/ the soft shell crabby and chawanmushi!!
=]

xmas decos were alr up!
SPOT MY EEYOREEE!
=]

den we started camwhoring!
it's been 1mth+ since we took photos!
see that CHEEKY BOY! grr*!

. . . .

ps, you don't wish us happy monthsary on fb nor comment on my blog anymoreeee.
sometimes just make me wonder, aint i impt anymore? =/
i don't like talking to "walls".
small actions do count you know?

okay, off to read my book.

2010-11-30T22:02:00.006+08:00

hectic week. sickness haunting me + 4 days of sitex!
i could feel my legs barely attaching to my body after 4 days of standing. relieved tat it's finally over! skipped sch on monday cos i couldnt wake. like duhh! was totally exhausted!!!
got alot of catching up to do for sociology alr. died.

and sch schedule suck ttm for 2 more weeksss b4 holis!
wanted a gateaway for the 2 weeks brk in dec. but seems like everywhr is so ex. howw ah!
i don wanna just stay in SG for the 2 weeks baby!! can we just go somewhrr? =/

went out w/ baby to watch Rapunzel 3D ytd!
was nicee! and i nearly wanted to stretch my hands to catch those "marshmallows"!
& baby bought us "Percy pigs" to eat! LOL!
btw dear, percy is you okay? it's a guy.

it's our 11th mth tml!
soon 1yr alr! hahahhaha!
though we have alot of unnecessary quarrels here & there but i still love you alot dear.
sometimes it's just the many differences btw us which results in those quarrels.
i don't wish us to avoid the qns cos it's leading us to nowhere.
talking it out is always the best solution & it just makes our relationship stronger by understanding what we both are thinking too!
& tat's what i always believe in.
i just wish to put a fullstop to all those quarrels and may all the happy times come!!

ILoveYou BABYdearr!

& oh happy 4yrs to mavis and ice tml too! AHHA!

. . . . .

When there's that person that can't stand to be away from u
& u from them,
that's when Love becomes real & not just a fairytale.

2010-11-27T00:11:00.002+08:00

it's irritating having a blocked nose.
esp during work.
nearly died last night. it's lyk a once in a lifetime pain(apart from giving birth cos i havent been to tat stage yet).
anyway, skip tat topic.
it's gonna be a tough week.
it's like all the sickness all coming to me and the monthly kind of thing too.
goshhhh!

& baby skipped sitex.
sighhh. =/
missed him so much.
totally wish he was just there.

okay, off to bed. just pop pills. so tiredddd after all the standing.

2010-11-24T00:48:00.002+08:00

I SIMPLY HATE FLU ATTACKS!
like seriously.

it's making me quite moody and restless to do anything!
and ther's class in 8hrs time for the whole day till 630pm.
sucks ttm!

okay, shall go sleep alr.
pray tat i'll stop sneezing tml.

2010-11-18T21:37:00.002+08:00

what can i say?!
HARRY POTTER & THE DEATHLY HOLLOWS TOTALLY AWESOME!
HAHAH!
caught the movie ytd w/ baby.
1st day of screening!
=]
oh man, im sucha harry potter fan. ahah!

& im so waiting for the 2nd part to come out though i've got the book already. somehow, the movie differs from the book. *abit lah!*
like in the book when harry, hermione and ron went to explore luna room while luna dad went to make the tea and discovered luna wasnt home for days cos she was captured by lord voldemort.
but movie din show tat part. it showed. . . . .

shan't spoil the story! AHHAH! allalall~
& ytd was juz a perfect day la.
baby got his white vans shoes while i got my white adidas jkt!
=]

okay, now im just hopping that the harry potter ez link cards still has stockkkk!
I WANT IT DESPERATELY!!

okay, gonna finish my book alr.
y are they taking so long to screen the 2nd part?!?!?
grrr*!!
& i hope they have some kind of a HP movie marathon though i've watched it countless times already. ahah!
or a finale or sth like that.

2010-11-17T00:02:00.005+08:00

rainy season is on the way~
& i was caught in the rain to and fro @ sch.
god knows why they keep taking on & off the shelter from the bus stop to sch.
& right now im sneezing my nose out.

turning in for the night soon.
cant help feeling excited for tml activity.
HARRY POTTER 7 & shopping!
=]
it's been quite sometime since we had a full day to ourselves.
pls don rain tml dear weather.

& right now, he's still outside.
=/
not exactly pleased. but.
shan't talk bout it.

nights w0rld;

. . . . .

Life has taught me that everything happens for a reason,
but sometimes that reason isn't enough.

2010-11-14T22:53:00.003+08:00

It's shopping day w/ family today.
but sadly, i din buy anything cos ther's nothing that catches my attention!
& finally, burberry is selling wrislets!!!
=]
but it's a huge bomb. sigh!

xmas is cominggg~
& cant help thinking how i spend last christmas when i pass by taka today.
heh!
& that's how we started!
=]
sucha nice & sweet feelingg.

i wonder what surprises will i have this coming christmas?
hhaha!

2010-11-07T23:56:00.004+08:00

okay, im being really bored on a freaking sunday.
& in a super duper ultra whinny mood.

it's like i don have the mood to revise.
i juz wan to nua whole day. *& i did. w/ the videos for accompany.
and nobody is free to acc me out cos i don even feel like staying at home w/ all my mum naggings.
been super irritating.
*grumbles*

& ther's disgusting sch(as said by mavis) tml.
gotta wake like super damm early.
it's gonna be a sucky week w/ 4 days of sch.
sighhhh!

i want to have mac brkfast tml. some1 accompany me? or send it to my hse?
i hope i have a car so i can drive myself to and fro anywhr i like so i don need to squeeze on mrt trains or buses & risk being pushed or stepped on during the morning rush. haizzz.
whines*

pls let me have something to look forward to on my weekends.
life so meaningless w/ all the standard routines.
y cant $ drop from the sky?
*knocks wall*
okay, stop whining and go to bed, idiot.

ARGHHHHH!!
BORINGGG!!

2010-11-07T16:11:00.004+08:00

1 week of holi juz flew past like tat!
sch starting again tml!
uni life. sigh~
started revising ICT already though exams is in may. how hardworking huh? hrmmms*
actually i'm juz feeling so bored tat's all. & im so awaiting for IT show to come cos i'm so broke!!
& short gateaway again this coming dec! lallalalalalal~

Happy Birthday to Cynthia lao ma on the 5th!
=]
blesses w/ smiles everyday & pls have more confidence kkz.
stop saying ur ugly or whatsoever when ur not okay!

& on a random note, Harry Potter show coming up soon! cant wait to catch the show.

OKAY, IM VERY BORED AT HOME.
SCREAMSSS*!!
BOYFRIEND AFK & IM LEFT TO ROT.
HAHAHAHAHA. LAME.

2010-11-03T00:39:00.002+08:00

This world is unfair.
it always has been. at least to me.

i know i'm born in a good family.
but sometimes i can't help complaining bout all the stuff that i cant do AT THE FUCKING AGE OF 21 while my bro can.
eg. not coming home, staying out till late.

things that i want to do at his age, i cant cos of parents.
eg, car license.
now, they're urging him to take license.
like WTF?
fml.

is it just me or what?
i always hated being the eldest. being the girl. taking the responsibility of a mum-daughter role.
i'm just v tomboyish.
what's wrong?

COMPARISONS.

i'm getting sick & tired of all the quarrels.
family, relationship.
One day, when it's to my maximum.
that will be the end.
don push me to my limit.
trust me.

i think i'm getting depression soon.
this is insane.

. . . .

The only people you need in your life
are the people that PROVE they need you in theirs.

2010-10-30T16:35:00.003+08:00

it's been a hectic week loaded w/ assignments & tests.
& im feeling soooooo lazy to even start penning down.

let's see.
ICT test: done.
ISDM assignment: no
HRM test: haven study.
Socio test: who cares.
BTT: studied. test to be taken on wed.

sigh.
When i'm in sch, i felt like working.
but if i'm really working FT, i would have died to go to school.
HUMANS are contradicting, aren't they?

on a random note: i'm loving the new full length mirror in my roomieee!
wahahhahahaha!
okay, ISDM assignment time.
yawns.

2010-10-26T23:11:00.002+08:00

Week 6 is a total torture.
so many tests and assignments coming up.
& finally started my ICT revision. till chapt 2 nia over at jamie hse on sun w/ besties.
so no motivated to revise.
the rest not even started.

& i don have my 1 week brk nxt week!! siann!
don get it why either.
hate every WEDNESDAYS.
sch timing stretches so far apart!!!
goshh!!

planning for a short gateaway w/ baby in dec.
but i don get why single is $293 while twin is $195.
how come ah!!?!?!?

2010-10-25T01:27:00.003+08:00

It's just not what i expected it to be.

yes, it all boils down to 1 word; EXPECTATION.
hated to be reminded times and times again.
or in short, NAGS.
my siblings & me are super terrified by NAGS cause we got it everyday.
& we absolutely hate it TTM!

so i shan't bother anymore.
it just make everything meaningless.

anyway, things ain't often as smooth-sailing as you want it to be.

& don't say things that you don't mean it.
it just adds to hopes, & unknowingly dash it later on.

side track abit,

One of my fav currently.
Ne-yo; One in a million

. . . .

till then,

Life is ironic.
When you have it, you didn't appreciate it;
But when you lost it, you regret about it.

2010-10-20T23:18:00.006+08:00

I don't know why, but i dislike the way how my life is organized now.

-
how things are being asked and is undone/done.
requests are being made & ignored.
loads of stuff are being piled up.
the amount of time is being wasted just cause of allocation of schedules.
refusing to commit just cause of inappropriate time delegation.

in a state of Melancholy
& i don't even feel like catching my show.

yes, something gone quite wrong w/ me & i've yet to figure it out.
maybe fatigue got the best of me.

2010-10-20T01:17:00.002+08:00

Happy 23rd bday baby!
a fun filled day planned w/ surprises personally by me!
tskk!
& baby was surprised from the START to the END! muahhhh~
=]

overslept for socio (*don really feel like going too*!)
& decided to juz slack in bed till 11+ when baby msg me.
gotten the best lunchhh! KOI + Tori Q @ J8 before fetching me to his hse! AHHAH!
packed a bag as big as my genting trip with baby presents & my clothes for the dinner!
den upon reaching baby hse, i started to place all the presents in my desired hiding place. HAHAH! *den act as if nothing has happen!
& meanwhile asia was looking at me w/ her eyes open! superrr cute!
=]

proceeded to the so-called-hawker centre which i told baby i've planned for him.
he's looking forward to his chicken rice, carrot cake & kway tiao. but too bad dear, they only got wanton soup ther.
i bet u had ur share right! AHHA!

okay, we went to Grand Copthrone Waterfront Hotel & somehow we were quite late.
to my disappointment, ther wasnt fresh prawns nor crabs.
i was quite looking forward to that. the website wasnt accurate at all! =/
spend ard 2+ hrs buffet-ing ther b4 heading home for his 2nd surprise!
okay, this time round. it involves his family!
or rather me and his sister which made the whole thing work!
& once again, baby is caught by surprise! HAHA!
happppyy! *im such a pro planner*! *smirks!
& oh, w/ the DIY cake tat i've made for him @ The Icing Room.
It's not as easy as it thought okay!
the stupid squeezing thing keep flowing out unequal liquid. *grumbles*
but overall, it's still nice. okay, just say it's nice okayy!!
gimme some mian zi, not easy hor! =]]
& for the 3rd surprise, which is the scrapebook. actually it wasnt much of a surprise cos baby expected it. but mine was nicer right dear? *like duhh!*rolls eyes*!
HAHAH!
& i hope u lyk it. pls rmb to bring it over to ur new hse & don leave it hanging w/ cobwebs okay?

Last surprise was actually the Braun Buffel wallet tat i've hidden & when baby send me home, that's when i told him ther's another surprise waiting for him in his room.
& he couldnt find it when he reach home!
so in the end he gave up! HHAHAH! noobieee dear!

Baby, hope you enjoy everything that i've planned.
& it's only this special day you are crowned the "Prince".
=]

Look forward to the many birthdays that we will be spending tgt!
& I Love You!
❤

2010-10-17T13:03:00.003+08:00

this sucks.
cough & sorethroat was gone in less den a week. now i got this flu clinging onto me.
this is bad. very bad.

i don wanna be sickkk! *like duh*!
not at this moment!
woke every 2 hrs last night.
this is crazy.
so drained out. but i've gt things to do.
*gulping large mouthfuls of water!*

last thing on my list b4 i pop for a late afternoon nap i guess?
on a random thought, it was rainie yang concert last night & it got me thinking when's the last time i watch a idol concert?

so waiting for steph sun to be in SG for world tour concert again!
=]

2010-10-15T00:00:00.001+08:00

acc mummy to sgh today for a mini op. hope ther's nothing wrong anymore.
but i tink she's okay already cos she still has the energy to nag at me.
& i got a feeling im gonna be sick ONCE again.
had kfc ytd & mac today. gosh.
*pls don let me be sick*

okay, on a lighter note i'm feeling excited!
baby's home early tonight too which is kinda amazing. ahah!
lalalallalalal~ *sings a happy song~
yea, i'm on a happy mood.
=]

shall sleep liao.
nights w0rld.

2010-10-12T01:19:00.002+08:00

exhausted. but waiting for baby to be home.

It's just a fuckup MONDAY.
wad a start to a new week.
sucks ttm!
like totally!

thks baby for accompanying me the whole day.
=]
though at some parts he keep showing off the whiteeee iphone to me when he knows my phone was already dead.
like totally beyond repair.

going coms centre again tml.
mayb b4 sch to get everything settled den back to sch for lecture.
i miss my iphone.
sucks totally to feel so lost w/o technology.

realised im so dependent on technology.
phone broke down today. lucky ther's still ipod to keep me company throughout the journey to baby's hse. & clock function on ipod as well.
just losing communication w/ the outside world.
just look at how much technology has impacted our lives.

okay, im blabbering nonsense already.
nights w0rld.

Hoping Tuesday will be a better day.
=]

2010-10-08T01:04:00.002+08:00

If only. . .

Perfecto exist.

. . . .

Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.

Changing yourself to suit others, is it really necessary?
The way you are, just the way you are.

It's all about CHANGES.
that causes the sparks.

2010-10-05T23:18:00.003+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday to Zinky winky, Albin & Sukkasem!
had a sian day @ sch cos 1stly, it's 330 to 630. lecturer was as usual late & early release. is it a good thing?
living room undergoing renovation. so the hse is in a mess.
simply, hate things lying around.
maybe i inherit this from my parents.
& it's only 2/3 done. ther's still lyk stuff lying on the table, so im avoiding the table for awhile.

went to find baby after sch ytd.
slack @ his hse and went out in the evening for detective dee.
nice show! *thumbs up!*
=]

was looking thru my phone & suddenly saw this pic.
taken when baby was snuggling asia. uber cuteee!
=]
*ps, im saying asia. HAHA!

cough been here for 3 weeks.
& it's still persisting on.
making me freaking pissed.
blame it on my weak body. zzz

. . . . .

thoughts keep wandering around in my head.
some1, pls enlighten me.

2010-10-01T00:39:00.002+08:00

Happy 9th mth to baby & me!

&

3yr & 10th mth to mavis & ice!

& last of all,
Happy Children Day!
*it's been ages since i last spent my children's day!??!

Time passes so freaking fast.
recently there's quite a no of frens attached.
& plus genting trip w/ baby too!
so it's been a happy September for me!
the only unhappy thing is sch timetable sucks TTM!
but oh wells. forget it. shan't spoil my mood.

the fcukup thing is, my cough virus hasnt been deleted from my immune system.
pls don store in my body cache system & pls dele yourself away.
i'm so irritated by you! it's been 2 weeksss!!
i wanna enjoy all the delicious food!!
T.T
upset ttm!

got so many cravingssss. sighhhhhh~

okay, im going to bed soon.
feeling drowsy.

in a few hrs time, gonna meet baby already.
hope the cough virus don affect me tat much later on.
pls scram off!
#@&(@*#()*!!

2010-09-26T22:47:00.006+08:00

Friday was the weekly meetup w/ the LADIES!
- Cynthia & Shuqing!
& hello kitty man came after tat to fetch us! thks so much!

It's always nice meeting up every friday for our night bitch-ing sessions!
& feels as though our topics never runs out.
we seem to have alot to talk about.
guess only girls have such ability. ahahh!
❤

Weekends were stay at home day.
kinda boring! but oh wells.
sg is so smalllll!!
=/
cant wait to go genting w/ babydear in dec.

but acc cyn for her iphone 4 at night & stay over till 12+ to finish teaching her the dummy's guide to iphone. HHAH!
& sweetest boyf came to fetch me after tat!
=]

im feeling soooo lazy to update my blog!!
& ther's sch tml.
this week is gonna be a long one!
mon-thurs! & having 3 days till 630! omgosh can!

shall sleep by 12. hopefully?
else i'll just crash baby's hse after school tml. ahhah!

REMINDER: START DOING SOME PLANNINGSS!

& goddammit, i keep coughing & coughing!
feels like im coughing my lungs out already!
so irritating!!!

2010-09-20T21:23:00.005+08:00

First day of sch.
at the thought that i've to retake such a mundane subject just makes me feel moody.
oh wells, i just have to pass this subject and all my yr 2 subjects as well!!
*JIAYOU!*

went genting w/ baby over the last weekend.
my 1st time to genting & it's well spent w/ boyfriend!
ting sis and company was supposed to come w/ us too! but for some reasons cant make it!
=[
shall go again in dec. ahhah!

it was a impromptu decision made cos we book the tix just 2 days b4 the trip!
& the day arrives. ahha!
woke at 530am just to catch the bus to genting!
i'm nt even that early for school! =.=
was still in a blurry state when i cab to baby hse but the coach was niceee so i practically slept throughout. ahhah!

reach First World Hotel @ ard 2+. waited quite awhile b4 we got our room.
watched crocs till 8 b4 we went for buffet dinner & casino aftermath! haahah!
1st time to casino tooooo! & we got no win no lose. muhahahha!
brkfast at marry brown the nxt day!
& theme park!
think it's quite a waste of $ cos baby is AFRAID to take the rides!!
LOL! so i've gt no choice but to sacrifice.
hahah! no la, cos some rides that i wanted to take need to pay extra(which we gt to knw afterwards) & of course the stupid long q. saw apple ther too! AHHAH!

me and baby had spray-on tattoos! haha
& along the way, baby asked this clown to make me a lolly! HHAHA!
makes me feel as if im young again! *though im not tat old either!

more photos at fb!

1 shot of us at chocolate land!
=]
finally, to SNOW WORLD!
a place which i've always longed to go!
experiencing the "winter" season.
& we bought 2 photographs back w/ us!
heh! super lovess!
at least some memories of this virgin trip to genting w/ just 2 of us!
& i totally love the company of baby! thkss lovee for keeping your promise to bringing me ther!
❤

talking to melmel on msn now.
& i felt stupid to believe jesyi words & ask melmel bout it!
& in conclusion we felt so stupid to be kanna pranked always!
lol.
& now we are talking bout our boyfriends & future.
so funny!
at least it distracts me from thinking bout school tml.

& baby is outside still.
=/

2010-09-16T23:02:00.003+08:00

Quick update b4 i go sleepp!
off to GENTING tml!
cant help feeling excited bout it though im still having sorethroat & cough!
& flu is coming its way.
hope it wont dampen my mood tml though!

it's my 1st time to gentinggg! & baby is accompanying meee!
❤!
so gonna enjoy TTM!!
&
it's the last weekend b4 my sch starts on monday!
boohooo.

till den,
theme park & casino, hereeee i comeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

2010-09-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

I miss you. alot.
If this was a dream, then let me be asleep forever.
Cause that's the only time when i can be with you.
Where there's only the both of us.
Just 2 of us.

Well,
if all this is gonna be a nightmare, will u be there to bring me out of it?

I believe in fairytales.
call me a kid if you like it.
I wish for a live happily ever after
or simply a FOREVER.

You made a promise to me,
you know i won't forgive you if u break it.
& you know how much it meant to me.

Let's hope the worst won't come true cause i know you don't have a answer to it.
neither do i.
=/

I Love You.
i always do.

2010-09-11T20:35:00.005+08:00

It was w/ a heavy heart that i pen this down.
something which i thought would never happen to me.

All i had ever encountered were experiences which happened to friends.
& all i felt was it's just damm stupid to be counted as a reason.
But who knows, it happen to me somehow or another too.
Karma.

It's the 1st time i felt so afraid,
of losing someone.

But i guess nothing will help.
I need assurance.
I need answers to my questions.

I'm not as strong as you think.
It takes 2 hands to clap.
& i'm tired of taking the initiative to ask.
you know this feeling best.

A simple favour of you to open up your thoughts automatically & let me know how you think.
Would it be difficult of you to achieve?
or is it just simply MISSION IMPOSSIBLE, because that's you.
& no one, NOT EVEN me is able to let u do so?
Am i so not worthy of sharing your burdens?

It might not be a big deal to you & thinking i'm causing a super big problem cause of this small matter which has been on my mind all along.
Is it cause we are different?
so the way we think are different as well?
or is it just character?

Feeling so fucking miserable * 1million times.
like totally.
Maybe you didn't even realise it.

& i just felt like running away from reality.
screw all these.

. . . .

Couldn't sleep at all yesterday.
Didn't know this could affect me so much.
Words you said last night keep popping up in my mind.
Why, make me that promise?
When all you know is, i don't know.

2010-09-08T23:37:00.005+08:00

Comex finally ended.
Ecr started on Monday. right after comex but it was disastrous. cos the timetable simply sucks!
email dem right away but yet to give me a reply still. deadline is tml already.
SIM sucks TTM!
even the helpdesk sucks totally as well.
called dem for hours but it's engaged totally! damm pissed!
hope tml they give me a satisfied answer.
grrr*!

met up w/ mavis ytd afternoon to post the 292 pounds over to uk.
& dinner w/ baby family at tung lok.
had a 20 course dinner. super bloated.
but was a superb dinner!
heh!

been pretty lazy to blog these few days.
busy w/ sch stuff, meetings, dates & blahh blahh~
but was a enjoyable week!
=]

rot at home the whole day today.
& mummy been nagging ever since she gt back home.
don't know wad's wrong w/ her. zzz
lucky tml im gonna be out whole day.
cyn lao ma came to find me to borrow digi cam. she's got a company cruise on fri!
super shiok!!
i wanna go cruising too baby!
=/

Some updates on my 8th mth!
*though it's 1++ week ago.
had yuki yaki for dinner.
lasted 1hr for buffet cos the shop is closing. lol.
wanna try the ice cream thingy someday.
& baby was being super cooperative by letting me take this pic.
baby:" Why are u so round?"
fishball: *speechless*
super cutee!
=x

& after which, walk over to the arcade to c ppl catching toys!
it's been our new hobby to stalk ppl catching toys & this particular couple spend over $80 bucks just to catch a rilakkuma.
baby was so proud of his achievement! AHHA!

. . . . .

It's been a happy 8th mth so far!
& hope we maintain it this way.
=]

Days spent w/ baby always seem so short though we always do the same things.
watching movies, slacking at each other houses or just simply walking ard.
What counts is the time we are together that makes it super loved!
❤
& we shld explore more places in SG soon & to travel overseas nxt yr!!

Twinkle of an eye, it's been 1yr since i know baby.
we met each other at Comex last yr & started talking only at sitex.heh!
& it's already 251 days we've been tgt.

Love you baby,
always & forever. . .

2010-09-03T22:56:00.002+08:00

Comex officially starts ytd to Sunday.
It’s gonna be a short post cos I juz wanna complain bout the fuckup night I had juz now.
Couldn’t contain my anger any longer tat once I reach home I complain to my mummy, bro & his fren + Cynthia. LOL!
I know im a complain queen la. But seriously, I never felt so pissed taking cab b4.
Not to mention those working days wherby no cabs come into the cab stand at all though they aint hired.
=.=

It just reflected how badly some cab drivers are. (no offence to others).
Fancy talking bout customer service with us.
Haven’t they heard bout this sentence” Customers are always right?”
Even me working in SH, if customers complain, we also don dare shoot back, juz stand ther let dem scold or ask in charge take over.
Whereas *he, keep shooting back & ask us know bout customer service anot?
WTF. Precisely we know, don wanna take down ur plate no and name to complain u. still wan come act one talk big & say we threatening you.
fuckingg angry.
&@#*&$(@*)!!

ugly singaporeans.
zzz

along the way home, me, teddy and baby were quarreling w/ the cab driver from suntec to my hse.
seriously, he juz has a bad attitude.
keep cutting in when we wanna talk & din even apologise at all.
he shld be thankful we aint even complaining bout him.
zzz. tmd.

never felt so pissed taking cab back b4. like seriously!!
okay, shall go have my dinner.
grrr*!

2010-08-31T22:46:00.003+08:00

It's been quite a ___ week?
Sat was meeting w/ YW peeps, went for lunch tgt aftermath & finally settle down at starbucks w/ ting.
it's been a long time since we sisters sat down to have a good talk, much less meet up.
but we still know how much we meant to each other despite all these.
& it felt nice catching up a lil on our personal lives.
we shld have such sessions more often!
Was a great time no doubt it's juz 1-2hrs.
=]

Met baby ytd for some ikea shopping. had meatballs! yayness! heh!
gonna get a film strip for my room since mummy refused to let me get a cupboard for my damm files coming sept.
FREAKING SMALL ROOM!
grrr*!
managed to clear 2 shelves of soft toys for the files instead.
after which was movie at amk for Expendables.
quite a nice show though ther's a lil gore.
b4 tat was arcade bball as usual.
WON baby! *errms, as usual la!* AHHAH!
poor baby only had 4hrs of sleep ytd.
=[

mavis pop by my hse today for some cooking. made jelly w/ fruits.
wanted to make muffins. but too bad oven was down.
lucky din pour the mixture yet.
while waiting for jamie hse to be ready for us to use the oven we went for bowling but ther's compeition going on, so went for pool instead!
but ther's last min crop ups. so yea. din manage to make our muffins.
get our stuffs for tml cooking needs & home!

& finally, UOL seriously sucks.
i don't know whether we shld blame SIM or juz UOL.
seriously, the staffs ther are either rude or unknowledgeable.
like that any1 can be inside the counter answering phone calls since all they know was "I don't know, y cant u refer to the portal?"
like hello?!?! if the portal states what we wanna know, y the **** would we bother calling & still needa wait for a ****ing long time b4 u guys answer the bloody phone and what we got is "I don't know, you need to call UOL directly!"
zzz. seriously screw you people!

mavis got scolded this morning while she made an enquiry, tat's y i was so pissed w/ dem.
but lucky they spoke nicely to me.
& as for sam, god bless you for ur results.
i tink i'll go nuts if i still don't know my results and ecr is tml.
gosh!* wad's up w/ UOL?
& they better make sure nxt yr passing mark for all modules is still 34.

*okay, i shall calm down*
getting worked up w/ them juz shortens my life.

was greatly entertained by my 3 ULTIMATE people today:
1st: Cynthia lao ma.
morning, she msg me at ard 9 bout sth & den i reply her at about 12 (cause i woke ard that time). den she msg baby asking whether i was with him cause she tot tat i nv reply her msg last night & this morning & she tot i was being kidnapped or sth.
in the end it's her being a totally blur sotong when she check back on my reply last night!
me and baby was laughing at her! HAHAH! ultimate blurness!
like mother like daughter hor?
HAHAH!

2nd: Samuel baby.
Message content goes like this:

Me: *sth like i cooking rosti tml & no matter how sucky it is, he has no choice but to finish it."
Baby: haha. scarly chao ta how? lol
Me: so chao ta u don wan eat le huh?
Baby: hahha. eat lor. lol. no choice ma. hor baby?
Me: ya no choice! sorry baby u haf to eat everything!
Baby: hahah. baby m i a dustbin?? lol

SERIOUSLY, super cuteee boyf!
ultimate love!
=]

3rd: Mavis bestie.
Msn convo goes like this:

Me: after cooking liao u wan go pool? ahhaa
[Minnice]: I cant swim la
[Minnice]: I can see you swim
Me: WTF
Me: POOL LA, NOT SWIMMING POOL!
[Minnice]: chey!
Me: Joke of the day! make me laugh sia! fb fb fb!
[Minnice]: hahah! i don mind.
[Minnice]: you nv say properly ma. hahahahhaha

super classic!
ultimate Sotong-ness!
AAHHAH!
=]

showed mavis this picture which i found it somewhr lying on my lappy.
i tink this is the kind of BOYFRIEND every girl dreams of.

baby, could you be like this too?
=]

or mayb just 3/4 of it would be enuff.
heh!

It's our monthsary tml!
Happy 8th Monthsary my dear,
for all that we gone thru, be it happy or sad.
I'm glad that i have you by my side always & i promise you i'll be with you too!
Love you baby!
❤

2010-08-28T02:08:00.006+08:00

got my results.
don't knw how shld i be feeling either.
happy/sad?
i failed 2 mods out of 5.
the 3 tat i pass results totally sucks.
the 2 tat i fail, shld it be counted as a blessing to me?

A chance given to me that i shld wake up from my lala land & study hard?
but one of it is Sociology, a mod tat i could nv understand.
sigh. failed by 3 pts. was wondering if i shld appeal? but even it suceeds, it would juz meant a pass.
my aim of 2nd upper class honours seem to vanish.

my study life has more or less been a smooth sailing one?
psle, o lvls, dip, all were okay.
but failed at uni 1st yr.
the disappointment lvl juz sunk in & at tat instant juz felt totally demoralised.
SIM-UOL, a school which only require 34 marks to pass.
the 1st impression which most people will think, how hard could tat be?!?!
but on 2nd thoughts, such low marks to pass, could show how hard the papers would be?
well, it's up to the individual perception.

nxt yr passing mark would be 40.
sigh.
i don wish to just get a pass degree.
but. . .

the disappointment lvl is way too high.
normal uni passing mark is 50.
i don even have 1 single freaking subject which got 50!
omgosh!

*slaps self*
it's time to wake up from my dreams & face reality.

. . . . .

Pondered over my future career path.

Is IT the way out for me?
With this kind of fuckup results, i can't go anywhere.
Feeling so lost.
=/

2010-08-26T01:51:00.003+08:00

I AM SO PISSED!

Y ISN'T THE FREAKING LONDON EXTERNAL WEBBIE LOADING AT ALL!??!

keep popping up the 404 not found sign!
dammit!
i have this uneasy feeling still lingering somewhr inside my heart though i've already check the results at the sim portal webbie.
shld i hope it's true tat it's just 1 N & 1 P rather den Ns?!?
pls let it be all Ts!!
=/
or just let my IS and Prog have 2nd upper class.
i would be more den satisfied.
*prays to god!*

anyway, booked my BTT finally.
hope i can pass it 1 time. or rather everything juz pass 1 time la.
& may parents get me a car too. else i'll juz drive baby's one.
tskk!*

okay, goddammit! the website still isnt loading.
PEOPLE, STOP ASKING ME BOUT MY RESULTS.

& pls, may the website load the 1st thing tml when i switch on my lappy.
nights w0rld.

sidenote: suddenly i like green color lots.
BLUE SUCKSSS!
*if you get wad i mean?*

2010-08-24T00:31:00.002+08:00

feeling pretty upset now.
it was my mistake for not informing earlier.
but i thought u could understand.
i did make an effort to meet u too for the few hours despite everything.
if i didn't care, i wouldn't even be bothered to.
& juz carry on w/ my stuff.
=/

sigh, have we lost our compromisation?
we each have our commitments.
i don't stop you from doing things u enjoy too.
or maybe all along i'm the one that is always controlling ur time schedule?
is it really how u feel?

okay, my moodswings acting up again.
life sucks. zz.

2010-08-22T22:12:00.005+08:00

feeling damm sucky now.
i hate my weekend lyk tat.
or mayb it's juz cos boyf wasn't here.

either way, im juz finding faults.
cos i've got nothing to do!
arghh!

let's c what have i have accomplished today?
- clean all my silver earrings, necklace, bracelets.
- change blogskin
- play iphone games
- waiting for msg
- not much of fb and msn today. *laziness struck*

okay, i tink tat's all.
*rolls eyes*

MY SUPPOSED-TO-BE-WONDERFUL SUNDAY SUCKS TTM!
=((

tml is another zzz day cos i've to go meeting in the evening & nothing on for morning and afternoon it feels so bloody wasted.
argh fuck.

okay, leave me alone, im juz having serious moodswings.

2010-08-21T23:19:00.001+08:00

i know it's a bit off to wish my dearest sis happy 21st now.
(*cos i juz got the grp foto from fb!*)
but yea, here it goes!
HAPPY 21ST my dearest sisterrr; HENG PEI TING FION!
hahahah!
had a great time catching up w/ ppl lyk sec sch mates & 134 peepoos.
=]

I've been pretty lazy to update blog. so it's gonna be a short update?
double dated w/ mavis & boyfriends ytd.
& the previous night we were discussing on what we were going to do.
bestie was like randomly saying she went threading in the evening & the person accidentally "made" a hole on her eyebrow.
& she drew it! like seriously!?!?? super funny when i saw the drawing! HAHA!
but it wasnt as bad as i tot though!
her bangs were long enuff to cover it!

was supposed to meet baby 1030am @ my hse cos i wanted mac brkfast!
& he said that he could wake anytimeeee huh?! lol!
he reach my hse lyk at 12! grrr*!
& so i bought mac brkfast for us & bro!
craving satisfied! heh!
=]

afterwhich slack at my hse till 3 & went out to meet bestie & ice.
watch [Love in disguise]
wasn't as nice as i tot initially.
storyline abit expected & i don tink there was any climax?
but i lyk the theme song.

你不知道的事 - 王力宏
here's part of the lyrics:

蝴蝶擦几次眼睛
再学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星
但几颗会落地
我飞行
但你坠落之际
很靠近
爱听见呼吸
对不起
我却没捉紧你

find it pretty nice!
^^

afterwhich went l4d & finally supper b4 heading home.
ended the date early cos i haf to wake up at 630 the next day for prayers!
soooo tiringggg.
after everything ended, went home for a nap b4 coming out to meet cyn lao ma for my daddy present.
& right now, im still feeling tiredd. lol
yawningggg away but baby hasn't reach homee yet!
=/

it's gonna be a boring sunday!
any dates out ppl??

2010-08-16T00:34:00.002+08:00

having a sweet mood now.
all thks to mavis showing me david beckham and victoria videos!
they're really a sweet couple uh?
mavis and me were going crazy bout how we were wishing if our boyfs could be as sweet! HAHAH!

& that's how mavis convo goes:
[minnice]: aiyo if onli david beckham noes me.
[minnice]: den he nt married
[minnice]: den he younger by 10 yrs.
[minnice]: hahahaha

super classic right!
lyk as if she really will do that. HAAH!

and i'm having doubts after my fascination stopped for a few minutes.
i guess it's juz publicity huh?
how could 1 couple always stay so sweet for 11yrs?
but victoria would be the blissful woman if it's the truth. hAHHA!

okay, baby pls learn. lol!
sms baby talking bout this & he said:"hah! okay la. i not sweet meh?"
den i replied:"u lose to him lor"
and he replied:" he got money mah!"
super cutee! =x

actually boyf is also a sweet guy la. in his own ways. not lyk the rich ppl sweet kinda way.
like he fetches the tired girlf from work and buys supper as well!
ultimate sweetness already!
AHHAH!
so cannot be compared to rich celebrities like david beckham!
so baby still rocks!
my #1 sweet boyf! LOL!

lalallalall~
hope this stays on okay love?

it's been a long timeee since we spent a day out tgt!
& tml's THE DAY!
=]]

shall go sleep sooonnn & bless me w/ sweeettt dreamsss tonighttt!
=x

Wishing all couples happiness & forever sweetness!
Create lil surprises for your love ones and it will just simply make their day!

. . . . . .

It's been 228 days since we got together.
& this r/s has so far been a happy one for me!
& hope it's the same for u too baby.
All it takes is trust, communication, understanding, compromising & time.
the factors that is required for a r/s to work out fine.
& we managed it well!
❤

I ℒℴvℯ yℴu baby!
- Samuel Lin.

2010-08-11T23:31:00.004+08:00

it's been awhile since i updated.
feeling so lazy when i've full shifts. yawns*

Happy belated 45th National Day on the 9th!
supposingly went to watch fireworks w/ baby! but on the way ther, was freaking traffic jam and we couldnt get a nice view of it.
had only 2 photos, but forget it. the pictures juz makes me feel tat im a lousy photographer which in actual fact, im not! tsk!*
went to watch "The last airblender"
was a nice show! cant wait for 2nd book to be out.
=]

nxt day work as usual. yes, double yawns.
and it's the 1st day of hungry ghost festival as well, therfore no crowd i tink?
got bored @work & decided to do abit of graffiti.
heh!
niceeee right!
*pats on shoulder!* heh!
baby was surprised to receive this pic from me. heh!
=]]
afterwhich went to meet my besties.
it's been awhile since we last met.
like i went to japan and mavis went to hongkong.
exchanged our gifts, had supper and caught up a lil!
it's always nice catching up w/ dem though it's juz 1-2hrs.
=]

& mavis got us these cos i wanted eeyore!
thksss dearesttt!
super sweet of you!
it has a LOVE heartshape on every characterr!
super cuteee!
& i totally love mine!!! in my fav color combination somemore!!!
heh!
& today was graffiti drawing once again.
had craving for gummy bears.
was having moodswing in the morning & had a lil argument w/ baby.
but it's all fine now. haha!
mayb thks to the sweets?

CANDIES always make my mood feel better!
=]

afterwhich, meet up w/ couz to exchange our Japan trip photos.
they treated me to Cocoa buffet.
superb! heh!
=]
being the xiaomei is THE BEST!!
haahha!
c, tat's another reason y i hate to be the eldest!
hahahhahah!

. . . .

Am missing dearest love now.
Wonder when he's free to talk to me?
=/

2010-08-07T00:33:00.003+08:00

1st day work on thurs at taka w/ cam & some others. was quite okay as compared to playdough. though rules were definitely stricter this time. but mayb cos of the job scope & working mates, it all plays a part.
=]
2 full shifts consecutively, tml till 4pm & sunday full again.
yes, stupid schedule.
anyway, it's just 2 weeks. hope able to hit commission!

went to collect my Korilakkuma w/ baby on wed!
& baby caught me another Rilakkuma to accompany my lonely baby daughter. haha!
we got really angry w/ the stupid kiap machine & nearly knock it down!
in the end we gt the person to adjust the position & by den, a huge crowd had gathered.
baby was so shy! but in the end we caught it! YAY-ness! hHAHA!
c, so loving!
*just like me and baby boyf!*
muacks! ❤
wanted to ask baby to take 1 home but he said they 2 are supposed to be tgt.
just like us!
*but i tink he's just lazy to take 1 back!*
anyway, so the 2 babies are on my desk now.
just beside each other.
& we 2 made a promise not to go back catch again! cos we really spend quite alot on both of dem!
at most also look look nia! but mm, i tink ther's a small chance we will still be tempted! LOL!

baby said it's his 1st time catching toys for a girl! ahahha!
well, im honoured!
thks baby! i'll take good care of dem. heh!

. . . . .

Some reflections:
Why do people always regret after realizing they lost something/some1 deem important to them?
It's all too late for regrets don't you know it?
Treasure while you can.
& don't ever take things for granted.
like seriously, ever.
In a relationship, there can't be one trying too hard while the other doesn't even try at all.
It all just adds up to disappointments stacked over time.

Sucks terribly when you needed that someone to be there for you, yet he/she is nowhere to be found.
=/

Just some random thoughts, not referring to any1 in particular.
shall go sleep.
nights w0rld.

2010-08-03T23:38:00.007+08:00

Happy 7th monthsary to me & baby on the 1st.
& our celebration lasted 2 days! haha!

exact day we went to marina sq for yuki yaki yet the waiting time is 1hr. so in the end went to cafe cartel & amk hub for inception aftermath.
b4 heading for our movie, we pass by the arcade machines and i ask baby to catch me the rilakkuma bear which i had asked for few times already. but we had totally no experience catching it & felt tat it was a waste of $$ though.
but the bf wanted to make the princess happy. so tried! HAHAH!
wasted $5 initially but the bear seem lyk it's dropping so change another $10 for it cos we din had small notes. in the end decided to give up cos movie is starting already!
had $5.50 worth of 50 cents coins left.

& decided to go again the nxt day! HAHAH!
yea, making funny faces w/ my baby eeyore. lol!
seriously, i tink this pic is funny. HAHAH!
eeyore: "mummy, y r u glaring at me?"
me: "bcos ur head is so big that i cant even fit u into a nice picture!"
& yea, back to marina sq to finish up the $5.50 coins! and we tried a diff machine.
finished up the $5.50 coins and see-ing the rilakkuma gonna drop out, i change another $10 for baby to catch! and yay! babydear caught it for less den $15! but still, adding up ytd amt, it's ard $25 for 1. lol.
super happy! heh! anyway, this is KORILAKKUMA!
the brown one is RILAKKUMA!
super cuteeeee!
forced baby to take a pic yet he doesnt want. so secretly took a candid shot. hahah!
so cuteeee.
=]]
baby: "call daddy"
korilakkuma: *cannot speak*
LOL!
we were quite addicted to tat machine & baby decided to catch another rilakkuma to accompany my korilakkuma! & in the end we ended up spending $20 yet caught nth!
so stupid, the stupid toy juz refused to drop. and afterwhich another person came to try and within 5 tries, he caught it!!
me and baby look at each other & gave tat super sian look. wad to do? we r noobs wad.
& when looking at others playing w/ the bigger kiap machines, it seem so easy and one couple caught 6 times just to win a super big me-to-you bear. it's lyk 5 times bigger den my korilakkuma!

& we overheard a couple saying they spend lyk 2-3k in 1mth catching toys. lyk omfg!
seriously & it's not a good thing if we ever got addicted. lol.

spend nearly 3hrs+ just at the kiap machine. looking at ppl catching and we catching ourselves.
gonna go again tml cos my korilakkuma got abit dirty & the stock comes tml. i bet we gonna spend another amt of $ catching the brown one tml. so it makes a pair! heh!
jiayou kkz baby! LOL!

afterwhich, went to SG flyer for a ride.
promo price for students now @ $10!
=]
& tat's how the 2 day celebration came to an end!
=]
thurs gonna be my 1st day at work lasting for 2 weeks.
hope everything goes well & may the time zoom past!

*sidetracked: i tink i had too much of that kiap machine tat i actually dreamt of baby catching the rilakkuma for me. lyk seriously?!?! i can even rmb so clearly when i woke up.
it's been quite a while since i rmb my dreams. ahhah!

. . . . .

It's already 215 days babydear!
neglected baby for 8 days cos of my Japan trip but baby made the effort to call me every night when we don talk on phone at all.
so nice to hear baby voice and receiving his msgs when i cant c him yet missing him so badly!
so much LOVE!

& baby's slowly taking the initiative to msg me & even commenting on fb and my blog! thks baby!
hope this don stop anytime soon! heh!

Everything takes 2 hands to clap.
Each & every couple should learn how to give & take, to forgive & to forget. Each relationship doesn't come by easily, so don't ever take anything for granted cos you never know when some1/something disappears from your life forever & you might just lose the chance ending up in regret.

& for me,

CHERISHING & TREASURING this r/s of mine!

looking forward to more sweet moments spent w/ you my dearest babylove!

I ❤ YOU!

- Samuel Lin

2010-07-31T00:06:00.007+08:00

Back from my Japan holiday! totally awesome trip though ther's not much of a shopping done esp BURBERRY! kinda emo. but still worth it for the sight-seeing!
got tons of pics to be uploaded.
& my camera pics are uploaded at fb liao.
somemore pics are over at a few other places though.

baby fetch me to and fro from airport! thks lovee!
& some self pics b4 i get on the plane of course in case i miss him. hahha!

ther's alot to say and i cant possibly describe what i've done over the 8 days right?
so yea, summary would be, lots of traveling and sight-seeing.
i still tink the transportation takes up alot of time. we can travel ard from a range of 30 mins-4hrs. *super bus sick!
& the most wonderful/sinful/fattening meal we eaten was the SEAFOOD FEAST which cost us 60,400 yen!
i got too much of the crab & i totally wanna vommit when during dinner, they served us crab steamboat again!
& mind you, the seafood feast over lunch was totally worth it! esp when the king crab is sucha big one for 8 ppl!

well, nxt would be the flowers which we are coming for! yes, the LAVENDER!
*could be found on my fb pic though!*
super nice & sweet-smelling!
rainbow colored flowers sighted the farm
& here's a grp pic!

went to quite a no of places like the musical museum, bear farm, photo gallery of famous photographer, looking at volcanos and HOTSPRING at hotels!
mummy & me w/ kimonos!
nicee? heh!

well, not to mention i couldnt really take the heat!
i only went in for ard 30 mins and left the place. lol
& super embarrassing cos i had to go in naked!
tskk!* finally pluck up the courage to go cos i wanted to have a experience!
& gladly i din regret!
but i got pretty tired after the hotspring tat i nearly fall asleep waiting for baby's phone call everynight!
& oh ya, connecting to certain japan networks, incoming calls are free though! heh! so i could talk to baby everynight!
& cynthia lao ma who calls me too! heh!
=]

kinda regret me and couz din extend the trip to go disneyland/disneysea or even universal studios!
2 couples extended & am waiting to c the pics taken!
heh!

& oh, the things over ther are super ex! esp transportation!
like wad the tour guide says, ther's no place like home!
& im super glad im home in SG, in my bed at night & w/ baby & my dearest frens & we could hang out till late!
*cos we are supposed to be at hotel by 6pm and wake up everyday ard 6+7am?
that's not what my lifestyle is like in SG isn't it? hahah!

& here's the pic of my tour grp!

great bunch of ppl esp victor, our general & my biggest aunt whom were the source of entertainment for the entire trip w/ tour guide, Don!

. . . . .

Totally had a great time being at Japan w/ mummy and relatives!
Not to mention missing baby as usual w/o his msgs daily.
But still, manage to talk to baby everynight!
❤!

Life over there is certainly not what i can go thru esp ther's 4 seasons & im one that's scared of cold.
Can you imagine it's summer and the temp is 21 degrees still at some parts in Hokkaido?
Definitely not something i can manage esp w/ the living expenses as well.

& i'm super glad i'm in SINGAPORE!
w/ my dearest family, boyfriend & friends!
YAY!!

2010-07-20T11:25:00.006+08:00

another few more hrs b4 im on the plane to Japan!
another wish granted! but somehow, i don really feel excited.
kinda weird huh? =/

anyways, more or less im done packingg except some here and ther.
hope i don miss anything out when im over ther.
it's 23 degrees over ther or less? & it's summer! omgosh can!
but i don really have any keep warm clothes so shall juz carry a jkt w/ me whenever i go! =]
& i will miss my dearest baby! =[[
someone help me take care of him while im not ard? HAHAH!
but i tink he will be more of going out for his kind-of-thing while im not ard & stop eating mageee mee okayy! grrr*!

okays, shall do a quick update on my 200days w/ baby ytd!
=]
yes, it's 200 days already! hahahah!
& it's cw and leo 9th monthsary ytd too!
timeee flies really fast huh!?

heh! went to amk hub for movie initially but due to the newspaper cut-off for the free movie tix, ther were no night movies despite we going ther at 4+. & this kind lady still pass baby the newspaper cut-out coupon & we tot it muz be a lucky day when we saw the screen where all the timings turned red. tskkk!*
& when i was still feeling puzzled cos i check on my phone ther was this timing full of seats and when i re-checked, it's tuesday timing! goshhh!!

& so, we got no choice but to go bishan cos i really wanted to watch despicable me b4 it doesn't screen anymore! heh!
but we were way too early so we juz walked ard j8 ntuc, all the shops and finally dinner @ Swensens!
=]

& ther was this cute girl which baby & me notice.
FYI: i'm straight as u can c.
this is the guy that keep stealing glances at her!
CAUGHT RED-HANDED!
=/
so someone have to look after him while im not ard huh else when im back, he's somebody else bf already!
=[[
& soon we got bored of eating & decided to use our creative juices to draw sth using CHOCOLATE!
& it's really not easy okay! but baby did a good job! *he shld be a artist & not accts lor! lol!
& i totally melted upon see-ing! super uber duper sweet de! heh!
❤!
while mine wasn't exactly nice.
=/
heh! yay!
LOTSA LOVE FROM BABY SAMUEL LIN!
=]

& now im waiting for baby to come over cos im making pancakes for him!
=]]

& in my mind right now, is ther wifi over at the hotels @ hokkaido?
or at least internet for me to use?
8 days w/o the net? this is gonna be the 1st timeeee!
arghhh!

okay, shall finish packing my luggage 1st!

. . . . . .

Thanks dearest friends for the well-wishes & i will enjoy!
minus the part where there isn't any shopping done makes me yawns!
=[
but nevertheless, i will enjoy & see what surprises are in for us!
&
Baby, please take care while i'm not around & most impt is to drive carefully!
& i shall c you ONCE i step into SG on 28th!
Lotsa misses & loves~
❤

2010-07-18T01:02:00.004+08:00

was nice catching up w/ dearest friends last night.
camwh0re partner & lao ma!
love our mini chit-chat sessions always.
& we took Polaroid photos too.

=]

meetup w/ lao ma to go hunting for the shortlisted hotels for her 22nd party but to no avail.
prices are way out of budget though it's kinda expected.
juz tat expected turnout rate matching room size isn't up to expectations.
so yea, considering other alternatives.

wasn't a good day today, lao ma agreed w/ me too.
am feeling restless. don't know wad's wrong w/ me either.
alot of mayb(s) floating ard my head. . .
am feeling something bad about to happen.
i don't wish anything bad to happen b4 i leave for Japan.
sigh.
=/

. . . .

was looking thru pon & zi pictures when i find this super cuteee video.
& while my music is on - Elliott Yamin - Wait for you.
okays, perhaps i'm just feeling abit emo-ish.

I miss my baby boyfriend.
=[[

2010-07-16T00:20:00.009+08:00

had a nice dateout w/ my dearest baby boyf!
went for movie @amk hub & saw rara w/ her boy. tsk! hahha!
& the sotong me left my hairband in the cinema while rushing out.
only realised it when i was in the toilet while looking at the mirror.
wanted to tel baby to get back to the cinema for my hairband & to my surprise he already took it out for me!
just hiding it & wanted to c how i reacted huh! tsk! tat cheeky boy!
super thoughtful of him to actually remembered though the hairband was at my seat all along!
*& tat's when he started to praise himself*
hahha!

even though we got into quite a heated argument ytd night & i was pretty upset bout it.
but we manage to always get things right. that's the best thing that keeps our relationship growing stronger i guess?
Communication is one of the many factors.
& im glad we always talk it out instead of hiding it.

. . . .

Twinkle of an eye, its been 197 days since we got together.
things that we gone thru, making our rship a strong one.
thanks baby for compromising me though i might be demanding sometimes.
& for loving me for who i am.
cos i know im not those type of gentle girls & i do complain quite alot. lol!

& i really enjoy every single moment being w/ you be it just a few hrs & i really appreciate things tat you did for me.
spending time doing scrapebook(*which came as a total surprise for me! cos i tink not every1 can do such a thing esp for a guy), valentine's paper roses which made ur hands tear, bringing me to places which i've nv been to b4, cooking together at my hse & sms-ing me now and den though you don't even have unlimited msg.
thks babyy! ❤

& i can c you taking initiatives bout wad we said last night! heh! but your a tad slow tonight! lol.
try harder okay? heh! but i hope you dont do it a few times & gave up after that okay? =/

okay baby, your in your lala land already & hopefully dreaming of me? heh!
mine turn to go sleep.
good nights my dearest baby! muackss & i love you~
forever & ever. . .
❤

2010-07-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

my playdough job has finally come to an end!
baby acc me to return all the stuff and submitted timesheet as well! hurray!
=]

& World Cup 2010 has finally come to an end as well!
SPAIN, THE CHAMPIONS!
woOhOoo!
watched the match @ home w/ baby & bro.
bro fall asleep after 90 mins.
but me and baby managed to cling on till the end which is ard 530am.
tskk! super pro already me. have been sleeping late since start of 2010.
this is not a good thing.
my panda eyes are getting bigger everyday.
mayb, i will consider sleeping early sooooon.
& i woke only at 3pm today! sorta jumped outta bed cos was supposed to get all the things done by 6pm.
& glad that we managed to finish it on time!
thks baby for the accompany!

. . . . .

Fresh start of life for some frens,
all the best!
=]

8 more days!
yet somehow the excitement is still not there.
felt that some part of me is missing somehow.
=/
& im missing baby badly while he's sleeping soundly now.

2010-07-10T00:59:00.002+08:00

it's 1.11am now!
make a wish*!
=]

*i wish . . .
baby to appear right beside me now!!*

missing my dearest boyf lots.
& for the nxt 45hrs?

shopping w/ mummy today & she got me shoes & jeans & i paid for my belt only. tsk!
sis had 2 shorts while she got herself lots of 3/4 pants & top. hahha!
somehow she's being v kiasu and wanted me to pack my bag for japan trip which is still 1 week+ away. =.=

& weirdly, i don really have the very excited feeling. mayb not much of a shopping. mostly sight-seeing only. or perhaps when the day is nearer den i might be looking forward?
hahah! but im so gonna miss baby badly.
=/

& on a lighter note, i had 4 meals today. lol.
all thks to my lil bro who bought selegie dou hua home.
muahahhahah! so satisfied!
=]

okay, going to bed already.
ambassador training at NV tml & out w/ lao ma aftermath.
hope she's getting better already.

. . . .

My dearest baby, your being missed badly.
Wondering am i hiding in some corner of ur mind when i'm not with you.
=/

SAMUEL's

❤

2010-07-09T00:04:00.001+08:00

prawning ytd w/ baby, bestie and ice.
was fun compared to the 1st experience.
took all the prawns home & mummy said they look so different from those sold in markets.
really wonder could it be eaten?
mmm~

went to watch soccer at cp banquet ther for Germany VS Spain!
of cos SPAIN WON!
needless to say luh! though i think germany stand a better chance to win when see-ing all the previous matches.
but still i support spain. HAHA!
SPAIN FTW!
=]

poor boyf only slept lyk 2+ hrs ytd night & still pop by my hse after class.
super sweet.
& he refused to sleep despite me urging him countless of times.
=/ but still doze off a few times.
sleep early tonite kkz baby?

watch 桃花小妹 w/ baby juz now & at some parts, i don't know y i teared.
shall cont tml since i've got no plans.
besties cancelled meeting. so it's gonna be a boring FRIDAY.
yawns.
any dates out ppl?

. . . .

moodswings are finding me again.
don really lyk this kinda feeling.

what kind of changes have i made this yr?
am i still the person that every1 has known to be?

Relationship, of all the rships that i've been thru, this is considered to be the only official one bah?
& im glad i don't have to go thru those sneaky dates out anymore.
days w/ baby been great so far though we do have minor quarrels now & den. but still everytime we manage to sort it out.
boyf has always been a sweet guy, fetching me to & fro, spending most of his time w/ me & accompanying me to places now and den though we mostly go to the same few places. wad to do? SG is juz so freaking small!
planning a triple date w/ besties soon!

sometimes hope baby can take the initiative to msg me.
i don lyk the feeling of being taken for granted. or mayb tat's y i always say u don care.
sigh, but u cant blame me for thinking that way too cos all along im not one whom take initiative to msg ppl. *if u rmb right from the start since u know me.
i just need some initiative on ur side, can it be done baby?
=/ you know i treasure this rship w/ you. & it's been 190 days since we got tgt.
❤

Family wise, mum's been pretty naggy as usual.
but certainly she has let go alot cos of baby.
thank god for it.

as a sister to my siblings, quite certain that i did fulfil my duty as one w/ regards to their studies or even those stupid unnecessary issues. & im glad that we nv fight b4 AT ALL!
pretty shocking? no cold wars. nor much of a quarreling. mostly over the internet issue i guess?

as a daughter, mayb i wasnt really a good one. else i wont always kanna scolding.
sometimes feel v suffocated.
i feel lyk im more of a parent to my siblings.
& i always hated to be a elder sibling. cos i have to be a role model for siblings to follow.
*lyk wad crap is tat?!*

anyway, im quite used to my parents nagging as well. though i know they meant well sometimes.
but it can be super irritating.
esp when one day u don't hear the naggings, u will feel super surprised.
wondering will winter come or sky dropping down?
yes, tat's how kua zhang it can be.
but still, i love my family lots though i usually grumble alot. HAHAH!

Friends, it's been nice contacting e5-ers once again though changes are made to the grp since i got busy w/ projects in yr 2 till now.
met up w/ sc and christ few days ago.
ppl, let's gather soon! though i doubt they know my new bloglink. lol
drifted more or less from my poly mates though still mostly keeping in contact w/ humans & some of dreamers ppl.
& Happy 22nd birthday to minloves on the 8th!

super glad that i still have contacts w/ my pri sch besties.
our fship been so long & steady & we still managed to date each other out & gather once awhile.
=]
& speaking of that, it's been a super long time since i chatted nor shop w/ my sis heng peiting!
grats on getting to the 2nd milestone. & it's really not gonna be easy. all the best kkz girl!
& not forgetting cynthia lao ma for always being ther & cw xiao mei too!

As a whole, im happy w/ my life now.
be it relationship, family or friends, i hope it will always stay this way.
sweet & simple.

Contented.

❤

2010-07-05T02:50:00.003+08:00

couldnt sleep.
having moodswings i guess?
it all feels so stupid even blogging it down.
just staring at the screen and typing out wad im feeling now.
haiz.

sweetness that a boyf can ever do for a girlf.
even picking up a tired girlf from work or just staying over for awhile to accompany the girlf just a lil more despite being uber tired.
you were a sweet guy, i do know tat.

i do appreciate the small lil things u do.
i do show it out, din i?
but do you?

sometimes, do u know small things count too.
even just a lil comment,
it can just totally warm one's heart.
or, am i juz being too demanding?
expecting alot from you?

or rather, perhaps im relying too much on you.
so so getting used to life just having u by my side.
or izzit juz my expectations?
it's juz a simple request.
your replies.
at least on special occasions?

i suppose all along i shldn't even get used to it.
relying on something/someone too much is not good at all.
i must have left my independence somewhr.
ther's always a limit or a minimum expectation in every rship.

reading back those entries dated since the start of this blog.
it's just so different.
yea, things do change.
some for the better of course & some for the worse.
shall take it graciously then, tat's how life goes about right?
it's juz sucks when 1 bottles everything up & it came crashing down at an instant.
=/

Just this thought i keep wondering,
do you even bother to care?
even though it's a tad late?
it does matter to me.
every single freaking small thing u do.

APPRECIATE & TREASURE.
don't wait till when it's gone.
that's when you start regretting.
this serves as a reminder to all.

2010-07-03T01:17:00.004+08:00

Happy 6th monthsary to me and dearest babylove on the 1st!
was juz a short day out. therfore not much photos were taken + we din even take a couple foto!
grr*!
but still, it was an enjoyable one!
baby brought me to The Mushroom Pot at orchard point!
& we finished the buffet within 1hr?!?!
we were practically rushing the evening to night activities!
bought baby couple polo tee. but was too short so went to change today w/ cynthia lao ma!
=]
more photos to be uploaded in fb mayb in the next few days?
& here's my cutest loveee
=]

& me w/ all the wonderful food!
thks baby!
❤

& shopping w/ cynthia lao ma! got myself tees.
spend quite alot sia. tskk! tat's bad!

& while organising my photos @fb(since ther were alot of photos on our monthsary), juz realise baby don't comment on our special days on blogs nor fb anymore.
or mayb he doesnt even read them anymore too.
kind of emo. haiz.
guess it's not as special anymore?

haiz.
shall sleep. nights.

2010-06-29T16:45:00.003+08:00

back from hgm w/ regina.
acc her to pluck out her tooth which has been in pain for 4 days. tskk!
but in the end, she only went for consultation cos the doc said that she couldnt her mouth wide enuff. lol!

and tada, home now web-caming w/ camelia cos she wanna try.
& i juz finished installing web cam for my lil sis on the acer lappy.
such technology huh!? HAHH!

christ juz jio me out for some bitching session soon. tskk!
so so long since i met up w/ the e5-ers.
soon yea girl.

mayb gonna take a nap now. going out for movie and soccer later in the night.
toodles~

Life's been great so far!

❤

2010-06-27T00:53:00.005+08:00

i hope, i wish, i want. . .

It dreads waiting for something/someone that is significantly important for a reply/answer.
Things will not ALWAYS remain the same.

Cherish every moment,
Cuz it only happens once, once in a lifetime.
Humans are just complicated animals.

2010-06-26T01:07:00.004+08:00

back from blissing w/ dearest cyn lao ma whom went all the way to vivo to acc me for supper!
so much lovess!
❤
& lao ma PROMISED ME to be a happy girl FROM NOW ON!

mildred leaving me tml~
so im gonna be all alone at toyrus tml!
but xiao mei & lao ma will be popping over at evening time!
i hope time zoom past den!

saw this cute pichu when me & mildred were walking ard toyrus ytd night.
but due to our boyf(s) coming to fetch us, so we just left this cute lil thing aside.
& today morning, we went haunting for it!
so cutee right!
=]
asked baby to buy for me, but on 2nd thoughts i'll juz kick it off my bed while i was sleeping anyway!
it's too small for me to hug!
but i swear it's super cuteee!
heh!
*looking at my cupboard, i got quite a no of pikachu(s) and eeyore(s)!
so manyyy soft toyss!
=]]

& oh yea, perform magic today!
Tommy uncle lend us his tools. & we discovered quite a no of tricks eh! HAHA!
anyway, videos are uploaded in fb.
quite cool. heh!

okays, im going to bed.
feeling so tired today though it's more of a slacking nowadays.
weather been the cause of everything i guess.
goody nights every1!
=]]

& i cant wait to meet baby on sunday.
so much misses!

2010-06-23T01:00:00.003+08:00

preparing to sleep soon.
just wanna mention again tat OS 4 is FREAKINGLY AWESOMELY FANTASTIC!
heh!

okay gonna work at vivo @Toyrus for consecutively 5 days.
feel free to drop by to find me.
hope the ppl ther are frenly and nicee.
else i'll gonna get a hard time just lyk the previous experience.
*prays*

not gonna meet baby anytime soon i guess? since he would be busy helping out.
gonna miss him much alreadyy~
sigh!~

okays, gonna do abit of iphone updating & off to bed.
nights ppl!
=]

2010-06-22T14:22:00.003+08:00

wad can i say? OS 4 is freaking awesomeee!
w/ the organisation of apps & multi tasking! + more enhanced features~
just lacking the 5 mega pixel cam & front video cam i suppose?
OMGOSHH! SO NICEEE! AHHAHA!

bro just woke me up w/ his msg telling me his iphone juz updated to os 4!
i jump outta bed and spam baby up also! HAHAH!

& my dear bro phone now has probs w/ the apps store.
so funny!
yet mine is running perfectly.
=]]]]
it's such a good day to begin w/!
meeting baby out soonnn! & it's boring work tml! yawnss~
but lucky mildred w/ me for wed-fri (i tink?)

okays! OUT.

2010-06-20T00:07:00.002+08:00

back home.
realised lappy has a lack of office full version programs and of course the most impt adobe programs like photoshop.
goddammit. any1 has it?

sigh, work at OG albert today was zzz.
how could they not allow employees to bring phones in?
wad kinda era are they living in huh!? seriously fucked up!
gotta declare this and tat and tap in and out. even my adidas jkt also cannot wear & hafta declare im wearing an inner shirt inside as well. wtf seriously.

& clever mildred and me manage to sneak in our phone though!
& towards the end of our work, we switch stations to manage.
was super sian of our stations le.
at least mine was rather busy while hers is abit too less ppl.
hahha!
anyway, i got a bit of nightmare w/ playdough. too much of it kills.

din manage to meet baby today.
he's busy somewhr, waiting for his replies too.
haiz.

anyway, me and mildred were waiting for 9pm to zoom past. time really crawls uber slowly.
right after work, we chiong out of the building.
cab down to meet cyn lao ma, setup her lappy & waiting for mummy to off work den home.
having a headache now.
shall sleep early.

tml is another day @ OG albert.
& aftermath fifa w/ baby!
nights w0rldd.

2010-06-19T00:54:00.002+08:00

Just back from teddy hse watching USA vs Slovenia.
this year WC really got no comments.
all the matches super unpredictable.
& im gonna do some betting to recover baby losses. mayb he's juz down w/ luck!
so mayb im gonna bring to him some good luck? heh!

anyway, 1st 2 days at taka was nice. esp the 2nd one.
1st day was rather boring cos no1 was talking to me & i was running a cold too.
2nd day was so much better. made a new fren, cheryl. super pranker.
keep kanna pranked by her but she's a fun girl to mix ard w/.
& we got common interests as well.
lalalaalall~
& not forgetting our MASTERPIECE.
=]

super uber ultra nice right!
tsk!
im not called the play dough girl for nth yea!
send pics to baby & he told me to make real ones.
i will go learn! juz wait boy!
=]

tml working at OG albert w/ mildred. lucky got her as company tml else it's gonna be awfully boring.
alrights. hope i'll be meeting baby in the night.
meanwhile i shall get some sleep.
nights w0rld~

2010-06-17T10:48:00.002+08:00

first day w/ hasbro ytd at taka.
& it wasnt exactly a good thing to begin w/.
cos the previous night i was having a slight fever cum sneezing really badly. so went to sleep early after baby & mummy told me to countless times. haha!

woke up at 8+ cos the rain was splashing into my face, & thinking i hafta woke on a rainy day, i fall back to sleep again! alarm ring aftermath at 10. & though it was raining god damm heavily outside, i felt much better compared to previous night, prepared & went down to take cab.
waited a god damm 40 mins for the cab.
so bloody irritating, they juz refused to come into the taxi stand.
on the way ther was major traffic jam.
& got a motorbike ramped into my cab side mirror. lol.
seriously LOL day.
& i reach taka w/ a bill of $31.70

anyway, kids ther were _______.
no comments.
all was pretty excited bout the cake machine. sold quite a few sets shockingly?
tot it was cold weather & no1 would ever come to the toy section.
anyway it's not of any concern to me bout sales. im juz a demonstrator.
lalalallalall~

& sweetest love came to pick me up after work & bought me 2 sweet donuts & liang cha!
❤!
uber sweet boy. heh!
went home bathe & went to teddy hse for spain vs switz match.
wah laoooo spain lost.
lyk wtf?!!
no comments really. WC2010 is really. $*($@&@*#_)!!

okays, gonna work at taka today again.
wondering if im gonna meet baby today?

flu pls go away~
i don wanna be sick.

2010-06-15T23:07:00.003+08:00

okays, finally IT show ended after 4 days.
actually was supposed to sleep now, but mm shall do some blogging first. heh!
this time IT show was great.
at least so much better den the rest of all of the roadshows as compared.
=]
but alot ppl weren't working like quek, xueli and ng chay. tskk!

nxt one shld be in aug-sept?
lalalaalla~ & oh yea got myself my asus lappy finally.
no more shutting down of lappys ever again! so so satisfied w/ the current one now cos previously i went to sim lim to check out the mkt price for this. this processor is a newer version.
muhahahh! not a bad deal too.
=]

okays, tml is the 1st day to my new 1mth job at hasbro.
hope everything will be fine yea.
currently all weekends will be bloodly packed which is not very good cos it means less time w/ baby. but he's been pretty understanding bout tat!
muackss baby*
gonna plan our genting trip soon!! so so looking forward to it!

got a strong feeling im gonna fall sick soon.
sigh~
pls god, not at this moment!

okays, shall go to bed liao.
promise made to ❤!

2010-06-08T00:45:00.005+08:00

It's raining outside.
shld be a cool night to sleep but nevertheless aircon is still up & running.

While waiting for my slow lappy to boot up, pick up my iphone which is lying on my desk & started to scroll thru the videos.
Introducing Wedding Dress - Taeyang from Bigbang.
*a song which my bro recommended me.*
till now, it's an all time fav.
super nice & meaningful. quite emo though.

English Lyrics as follows:
(Verse 1 - Tommy C)
Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though weve grown apart
My brain cant seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

(Pre-Chorus)
I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
This chapters done, the story goes on

(Chorus)
Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress

(Verse 2)
Snappin out this misery
Depression this aint me
But I always turn around
180 degrees

You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane

Since youve moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack

(Pre-Chorus)

(Chorus)

(Verse 3 - J.Reyez)
And I see you with your man
and it's hard to understand
If we belong, if I did you wrong,
where we even began
We would always fuss and fight
and it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were
my world but you'd never trust this guy
'Cause the things I do when
I'm on the stage,
they say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all
the female fans
and then we grew apart
And I just don't get when
you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on
at the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say
it's over it breaks my heart
and I don't know why
'Cause you've done it a lot
of times in the past
but I get back up and try
You said we could work it out,
how could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next,
I'm left with an imperfect smile

(Chorus)

& it's on replay now.
=/

shall stop emo-ing & get to sleep.
On a side note, it's love to have baby company for the day.
=]
good nights w0rldd.

2010-06-06T23:46:00.006+08:00

Just bathe out & being v bored cos im home & baby just went out, shall do a update.
met baby on wed for our belated monthsary day/nightout!
took polariod fotos cos i wanted to try!
once again, thks 134 bballers & my dear sis ting for the camera!
total lovesss!❤

went to ps for Sex & the City 2!
& bump into melanie! HAHA!
super long time since i last saw her.
lyk since meet up w/ e5 clique + joei & melanie & the swing.
CHRISTINE, ZINC, LARLAR, TIGER, GHEE TING & CARPET CAI! MEET UP! (*though i highly doubt they are here.)
anyway, nice show! & baby wanted to watch Part 1. heh!
& we finally had our first couple keychain made at couple lab~
but was collected on sat cos of baby exams.
excitedddd though cos tat's the 1st thing we had in common ever since we r tgt.
lalalallallal~ *sounded retarded though!*
& den we waited for the 2 days to crawl by. .
till. . .
it was SATURDAY!
=]
collection timee!
baby made his way to my hse in the noon & we slack at my hse watching Sex & the City 1 till we finally decided to make our way to PS! heh!
some camwh0re b4 leaving as usual.
decided to dress up a lil & play ard w/ my hair!
hair pls grow longer~ i had a freaking hard time to tie up my hairrrr! it keeps dropping down & my retarded bro has to smack my hair w/ tat freaking pillow for nthhh! & i wasted time tying all over againn! asssholee.
& baby said i look lyk a kid, shall take tat as a compliment.
=]
& tada! our couple keychain!
chio horr!
=]
predict it will get scratches soon at the rate at how we handle our phones. & always smashing into things.
& baby said after 1yr when all the black thingy has faded we're gonna matte it so we can last for another yr perhaps?
so every 2yrs we're gonna get a keychain. LOL!

& tat's how we ended the day happy!
=]

Woke up lyk super early today for prayers.
after which slack at aunt hse b4 meeting up w/ cyn lao ma & cw xiao mei.
went to raffles first for a lil while den to bugis & finally bk!
was supposed not to spend $ but i gave in to temptations & bought a pair of shoess! heh!
hahhah! all 3 of us bought shoes!
from sandals --> half covered shoes --> covered shoes!
too bad no pics were taken! perhaps when we all wore the shoes tgt nxt time!

alrights, gonna sleep soon le bah.
esp when baby is gaming & slow replies expected.
boringgg night. . .
* i wish baby replies are of 0.10 secs lapse so i wont fall asleep so fast. LOL!
I miss, i miss, I MISS MY BABY MR LIN.
=/

2010-06-01T18:07:00.010+08:00

sorry readers for disappearing for quite some time due to some reasons.
anyway, been feeling rather down these few days. deactivate my fb as well, but i guess it would be up again soon. so no worries!
=]

mm, went to Ah Yat Seafood Restaurant for belated mother's day dinner cum celebration of aunt's bday on Fri Vesak Day!
the place is cool! had lots of delicacies la! prawns, abalone rice, sharksfin etc.
& baby was joking y ther isnt any lobster! that greedy pig!

=]

gonna plan a daddy's day dinner soon~ any ideas any1? for mayb cheap international buffet other den sakura? range btw $25-$45?

ytd went out w/ mavis, ice & baby for kbox.
& the place is freaking cool la!
seriously, i dono if other kbox rooms are like tat too.
if it is, i tink kbox will earn big bucks. it's a super nice atmosphere for singing cum relaxing & sleeping? HAHAH! w/ loads of cushions. omgosh can!
imagine a room for 4 ppl?!?
Ultra shiokness!
& the camwh0ring started in no time w/ mavis & ice geeky specs. heh!
bestie & her bf!
camwhore abit w/ their specs too! AHAHHA!
w/ bestie!
& here's me and baby one!
& i realise me and baby doesnt have anything in common.
like things that we both have.
shld we get some soon baby? heh!
& it feels weird wearing specs again!
it's like i somehow miss the feeling of wearing specs.
no offense ppl.
i still don regret doing lasik.
muahhahahah!
super guai right?
rotted at home whole day.
it's our 5th mth today.
but it wasn't a happy one cause sth happen ytd night & we din even meet out today.

supposingly we always meet everyday or rather most of the times. yet we din even meet on this special day.
mayb it wont be special anymore for the future monthsary too.
deep sigh*

but i know it wasnt his fault at all.
juz felt lyk grumbling only.
hope asia bark at the whoever ppl who came to his hse today.

& speaking of asia, she's super sick.
though she bite me the 1st time when i c her, & only played w/ her a few times, but cant resist feeling heartache when baby showed me how her condition is now.
still love her as much! she's just too cuteeee & baby always get jealous when asia gets all the attn when im at his hse. HAHA!

okays, it's not a good start for JUNE. i hope the future days would be better. at least lesser quarrels w/ baby.
it's been so frequent.

so wishing time could turn back to when we just started dating or when we aint even tgt.
those precious sweet moments.
just hanging out tgt, no sadness & just pure happiness.
blissful~*

not that i've regret being w/ you. it's just that there simply too many arguments & i hate it when we quarrel.
sigh~

& ALL IT TAKES is just MORE UNDERSTANDING & MORE COMPROMISE BTW EACH OTHER.

Can we do it baby?
The promise of our forever.
You know i still love you lots.
❤

2010-05-26T00:55:00.002+08:00

It's RAINBOWS after sunshine!

i like the feeling when we are all happy & loving again after storms.
*not tat i specially love storms though! just tat storms are unavoidable.
but yea, happy couple once again!

my lappy auto shut on me for the 6th time for today.
im so gonna get it changed in the coming 3 weeks.
seriously, pissedd.

tml gonna be a tiring day i guess?
meeting darling, her bf and camelia for lunch den training & afterwhich dinner w/ sq and cyn lao ma.
baby's having exams tml.
All the best my dearest.
you sure can make it cos i've full confidence in you!
muackss!

mavis exams finally ended today, though could guess she's disappointed but girl, it's all over yea? enjoy ur holis okay?
& let's start planning our trip soon!

. . . .

It feels so good when we aint quarreling.
I hate it when we did.
Always glad we manage to sort it out in the end.
& thks baby for supporting my decision & ur understanding!
❤Love you TTM!
=]

2010-05-25T02:34:00.011+08:00

i guess this is one of the worst days ever since few months back in 2009.
all along, im 1 person who always thought of the consequences b4 i do anything.
i always tot i can understand one well.
but guess im wrong.

seem to be doing alot of wrong things, making u unhappy.
when im upset, juz a simple assurance from u can make me happy. or perhaps it's just im easily contented.
but when it comes to you, wadever words i said, it juz din make any diff to ur mood.
just cant seem to cheer u up in any way.
juz prove how useless i am hurr?
fuckk.

you're the 1st person that came across my mind b4 making any decision.
thinking how u would feel, weighing the consequences that will follow b4 i decide on anything.

disappointments, that's for certain.
i thought u will understand.
apologized, yet wad i get was those sarcastic words piercing thru,
it's really my fault isn't it? well deserved it.
was there really a choice given?
to you, mayb yes.
to me, it's another pt of view.

heartaches badly*
cant get to sleep.
thinking of alot of things. again
FML.
just fucking leave me alone.
it will just be another day tml.

Those days that you would always accompany me when im upset,
assuring that u will be there for me.
Just a small reassurance from you could make me feel very contented.
All those unhappiness would just vanished in an instant, but perhaps to you it's just very different.
I can never seem to make u happy.
& now i'm all alone.
=/

Did i really make a wrong decision?
i'm beginning to doubt my ability

& slowly,
losing myself.

. . .

Tearing too much to even fall asleep.

If only. . .

2010-05-23T23:35:00.006+08:00

out w/ dearest lao ma for some mkt research on lappys and finally decided on a model.
super regret i din bought my asus w/ bro tat time. but oh wells, tat model is obsolete already. *sigh~
gonna get the one we saw today at IT fair.
lao ma was super pissed w/ 2 ppl today.
it was a bad day yea. but it's all gonna be fine tml! *fingers crossed*

had a almost tiring week after my exams ended on 18th!
now it's baby's turn for exams & it's gonna be the last 2 papers on this coming week!
all the best love!

Fri was the ultimate tiring day! woke at 550am for xh Navy open house!
super early! i din even wake up tat early for MY SCHOOLS AT ALL!
& amazingly, i wasnt late!
met jesyi at bishan mrt b4 xh drove us ther.
was a great experience! & the cruise on board RSS Valour 89 was totally cool.
afterwhich, lunch @ changi village b4 meeting darling, khoo and camelia for a job interview.
& dash home for nap but i couldnt sleep at all! cos of the stupid noises!
grrr*!

went to fetch baby @ school at night b4 we went for our sph work recommended by darling.
work ended early. supposingly was 3am, but due to workers' efficiency, we ended at ard 220am?
work was _____?
me and darling keep thinking of IBM on socio-technical system (work+workers theory)!
looks lyk we haven got outta the nightmare of nageb. HAHAH!
but overall, it's was quite okay la! juz at one part i was practically shouting some vulgar cos of sth. but still, LUCKY IT ENDED EARLY, ELSE. *#@#!@*(!
& baby drove all of us home aftermath.
thks baby!
bro friends stayed over the night & din sleep a wink till nxt morning! *salutes!

woke at ard 10am the next day to acc baby to send his parents to airport!
and we spend the entire saturday tgt!
muchh ❤!
it's been so long since we had an entire day to ourselves. lyk since apr due to my exams.
though we din do much tat day, but was sucha great time!
just love being ard baby~
=]

played ard w/ cute asia!
she's sucha pig JUST LIKE MY BABY!
heh!
not much fotos were taken cos of a freakingly huge pimple growing on my right cheek!
& i've been pretty upset over it.
=[
keep complaining to baby & he said it's just a small pimple!
but to me, it's not JUST A SMALL PIMPLE.
IN FACT, I DON WAN ANY!
emo-ed*
but nvm, it's gonna HEAL in no time at all!
*self-console*

. . . .

A simple saturday being w/ baby.
& we had a wonderful 18hrs tgt!
Simply love just being close to you.
=]
& right now, baby is sleeping while im up blogging.
super miss*
baby hadnt had enuff sleep for the past few days due to exams and work & spending time w/ me.
had to juggle btw so many things.
my poor boy~ super heartpains*
Just 4 more days & we can start planning our trip le okay love! JIAYOU!

I❤YOU baby!

2010-05-20T22:29:00.003+08:00

it's not as wad i've thought to be.
=/

packed day ahead tml.
made baby unhappy i guess.
sigh.
it always has to happen once or twice.

it has to be either SMS EFFECT like misunderstanding of msg meaning or just intentional.
sigh, shan't bother.
don wanna quarrel either since it's critical exam period now.

ALL THE BEST BABY!
i know you will pass w/ flying colors
& i shall see you after ur exam.
❤

recommended. *nice & meaningful.
Beware: emo content.

edited version w/ own pics & captions.
nice~

=/
Miss my Dr. Lin lots.

2010-05-19T00:19:00.002+08:00

FINALLY, my killer exams ended at 530pm YESTERDAY!
super happyyy! but i din really smell the happiness when the irritating announcer asked us to put down our pens cos im in urgent state. practically rushing to the toilet right after release and the god damm bloodly queue is sooooo longgg! *pissed!*

& i got job offers by cam right away. is this considered to be good news? HAHAHA!
anyway, i sent my resume to one of the job le. but still waiting for reply. dono whether i shld take it anot since it's only 1 mth but i got some planned activities already. sigh, dilemma.
well, shall c how it goes.

meet up w/ baby for dinner @ kovan but was having serious gastric therefore we had to end the night activity earlier.
sorry baby!
went home & watched "Alice in Wonderland" for awhile b4 my lil sis had to sleep den went to the living room for tv instead.
miss those times where i used to have a room of my own.
T.T

it's PLAYTIME NOW! woOHoo! after exams feelings super SHIOK!
waiting for baby to end his exams tooo! so we can enjoy tgt lohh! wahahhahah!
planning of overseas trip babyyy!
=]

shall start on my to-do list already!
time is ticking awayyy~!

& oh yea, all the best to BABY & my dearest besties for ur upcoming examss soon yea!
esp MAVIS! jiayou kkz. i know ur super stress bout this yr papers but, last 3 papers already. stay focus and work hard & afterwhich, HOLIDAYS!

for now, meet up w/ my dearest friends, sisters, humans. lol.
okay, off to bed. & meeting my baby for lunch tml!
=]

. . . .

Though it's a period of enjoyment now, suddenly i felt so lost.
Like w/o a direction till sept.
Previously, it's all bout focusing on exams yet now exams are over, my goal would be?
work? dating? enjoying life? slacking sessions?
Sometimes, i just wish money can drop from the sky. LOL!

2010-05-16T23:03:00.004+08:00

hasn't been really studying since wed stats paper.
tues is my final 2 paper. IS and programming.
gonna stay in expo from 10-530 or mayb longer den tat.
gosh! god pls give me all the final strength & luck to get over this final hurdle!
& after 530pm, i'll be a happy lil girl!
wOohoOO~
PLAYTIME HERE I COMEEEE~!!

lotsa og14 ppl have already ended their exams from what i know,
leaving only lyk pathetic few of us!!
=[

tml going baby's place for final revision for tues paper already.
hope we don end up get distracted though! HAHA!
gonna be good girl & boy & study cos baby has exams on 21st too!
=]
self-disciplined is STRONGLY NEEDED!

gonna sleep soon & wake up early cos im gonna be a good girlf tml & deliver brkfast to my dearest babyboy to his hse la!
gosh! sucha sweet girlf.
he better treasure me. lol!
tskk tskk!*

& baby has fallen asleep liao leaving me alone again.
sobb.
tink he's super tired after all that studying.
my poor boy. *hugs* ❤
=/

2010-05-15T01:35:00.002+08:00

went out w/ lao ma & xiao mei to raffles city.
walk walk & dinner!
bumped into lou dao & twinloves.
sucha small world.
=]
went to bk for supper & cab home.
tml meeting. & study aftermath bah.
3 more days to END OF EXAMS.
i cant wait seriously.
so many ppl exams ended.
*envious*

Missing ❤baby badly now.
the rain makes it worst.
hope baby doesnt get caught in the rain later while going back home.
misses his presence, voice, hugs & kisses.
i wanna c him like instantly!
=/

2010-05-13T23:46:00.003+08:00

周围的人都不开心，多多少少都受到音响。
为何呢？
一向来吵闹的我，也会有想安静的时候。
特别是当我一个人在漆黑的房间，家人都已在梦乡了，而只有我还不想入睡。
坐在电脑前面开始胡思乱想，以便打着笔记，听着音乐，感触特别深。

对于很多人，事，物，都感到失望。
或许都是因为渐渐的产生期待，要求也改变了。
达不到想要的目标，自然而然地累积起来失望就越来越大。

好累，真希望考试快结束。
也希望周围的朋友快乐一点。

♥

2010-05-12T00:06:00.002+08:00

Lotsa thoughts running thru my mind.
lyk right after i post tat previous entry.
keep thinking.
dearest friend is upset.
she keep blaming herself.

really don wish to see her lyk tat.
it makes me upset as well.
keep thinking my own situation too.
i aint any better too.

too many happenings these few days.
alot of doubts i really cant seem to solve.
it wasnt lyk this b4.
not at all.

Just cant seem to make any1 happy.
esp ppl ard me.
felt so useless & in a very fuck-up mood.
FML.

2010-05-11T23:03:00.004+08:00

i don't know why.
exams are really making me feel damm moodless.
stress level is ultimate soaring every paper.
it's suppose to be the other way round isnt it?

stats tml.
supposingly to be the non-theory one
& the quite alright paper.
but i don have confidence too.
18th have 2 papers. stress to the max.

& rara just stress me w/ a stats 2 probability qns.
gosh.
lucky it's not coming out in stats 1.
all my A maths stuff all gone.

shall try to sleep soon.
gonna wake early for exam
& meeting baby right after stats tml @ his sch.
=]
my motivation!
❤

Just hope that you will cheer up soon.
I really don wish to see you so sad.
Concentrate on ur exams 1st & u can tink bout the matter after tat.
Take care, my dearest friend.

2010-05-09T23:04:00.007+08:00

it's MOTHER'S DAY today!
went to celebrate over dinner @ couz hse.
was a quick one cos it's juz a very mini gathering since my other couz parents are overseas, so they all din come over. quite boring though.

was watching tom's and jerry show cos of my 2 lil niece and the elder one facial expression was so funny!
my lil brother cant help noticing it & snap a pic of her.
she wont laugh when ther's funny parts too! super comical sight!
& she's juz so uber cuteee!
❤!
after dinner was dessert time!
superb ones too!
having a belated mother's day celebration w/ only my family after my exams.
& it's all cos of me & my lil sis having exams. wahhahaa.

. . . .

alrights, now alone in my dark dark room.
only lights on was the blue neon lights from my fan cooler under my lappy.
cant help feeling down.
ibm exam tml. dreads lots.

& my lappy has to auto shut on me for 3 fucking times when im trying to blog
& now im more of angry den to be upset. *lucky blogger has this autosave thingy. but don really help much too.*
& y iphone doesnt have the blogger app. have also don haf those edit ones.
gonna switch to another blog soon if iphone app doesnt come up w/ anything.
retarded laptop.

sigh, im unhappy. very unhappy.
haiz haiz haiz.
one of my dearest friend is feeling even more unhappy too.
sigh, the whole world is feeling sooo unhappyyy as well.
life sucks.
y are ther emotions in this world?
y those theorists nv come up w/ something more practical huhh?
like cures to make ppl happy or sth?
instead of those stuff tat change society or orgn?
y don they care more bout humans emotions?!?
society is not only about structures and orgn right.
they shld care more bout social factors(humans relations) too right?!?
okay, nvm. i think im going nuts from all those theories. zzz.
shall try to go and sleep.

2010-05-07T12:14:00.003+08:00

over w/ socio.
cant imagine my happiness sia.
but i know i wrote rubbish. esp section B and C.
my brain is already drained out.
anyway, i juz hope for a pass.

nxt up IBM.
another killer.
worse den ibm. deadly.
but at least it doesnt involve all the god damm society stuff.
ytd while discussion, someone made a comment, "y the hell did those theorists bother coming up w/ such nonsense stuff making us haf to learn it. they super free sia. bo liao nothing do tink of how to change society. zzz"
i agreeeee sia!! y the hell shld we learn huhH!?!?!
okays, anyway it's over!!!
*JUMPING & SCREAMING W/ JOY!*

so many ppl papers end on 13th or 17th!
y mine end so lateeee. lol.
but it's a good thing though.
heh! but fancy having 2 papers on the last day. gosh!
wad is UOL thinking?!?!

& the god damm hall is so freakingly cold despite me having my jeans and jkt on already.
WEATHER HOT OUTSIDE DOESNT MEAN U NEED TO TURN THE AIR CON BLOODLY FREEZING ON THE INSIDEE!

okays, ytd was a happy day!
though it's a tad too early to even START enjoying.
but i gave myself the night w/ dearest boyf! not meeting him for 2 daysss already.
ultimate miss-sation!~

met up @ hgm for dinner & kbox aftermath!
tat poor boy had a running nose but was still forced to sing by me. HAHAH!
& i really don understand why people brain can be so one-way huh.
the air con was blasting as well!
my poor baby was ah-choo-ing all night long.
=[

& while we were out of hg plaza, i was v silent.
cos im practically freezing in the kbox room.
& so baby notice y the quiet-ness in me.
the convo goes like this:

baby: y u so quiet huh?
me: im unfreezing.
baby: there's no word such as unfreezing lor! it's defrosting.
me: haveee wadd! y dont have?!?!? (*cos i vaguely rmb i learn it during my ibm lesson when nageb keep telling the class w/ his usual nonsense voice "UNFREEEZEEEE"*, & so i argue w/ baby saying have wad! & somehow cos it's already lyk 12+am & my brain is really dead & my eng vocab is so much worse den him, don find it pt to argue w/ him. later sia sway myself & so i gave in! but in my mind, i was thinking, i swear im gonna find that word out! & yes i did! evidence below!*)

*---- convo continues ----*

baby: don have laa! u c huh, ppl say burning right, u have to use fire to burn, it's hot, the process is call burning right. u cannot unburn anythingg right! there's no word such as unburn right!
me: ya hor. okay lor.
baby: *cont somemore* so when u freeze sth right, it's cold mah, u freeze sth liao den u wan to un-freeze it's called defrosting mahh! don have unfreeze one lohhh!
me: orhh, okay lor. u win lor!
baby: *tsk tsk*! of course la. 这还要说！my eng and chi is "gao gao" one!
me: u wan to say 两语精通 izzit?!
baby: yaa la! i also know.

*---- convo end ----*

wahhahahhah! yay! so finally i won!
ther's a word called unfreezeee!
okay, lame.
cant believe i wasted time on doing this instead of studying IBM!
goshh, i find it so lazy to even start!!!!!!!
sian!
=[